A few more weeks passed, and it was just the same routine with the relationship. My birthday passed, and so did my graduation. It was fast. Life was going by fast. I didn't feel like I was living. I just felt like I was just watching it go by so quickly.
But when I was with Tommy, god it felt like I was enjoying every little millisecond. I missed him. As I sat across from him right now, I couldn't be happier.
My father, Mary, Tommy, Cameron and I all were at a restaurant, enjoying our time. Tommy and I couldn't stop making eye contact, but it wasn't obvious.
"What are you gonna do now with your new job? Go to school?" Tommy asks me as she takes a bite of his food. His hazel eyes never leaving my face. More specifically my lips. He moves his hair out of his face as he chews. His sharp jaw clenching with every bite. God it was mesmerizing. He knew it too. "Have you signed up for school, Ashton?" He asks once more.
"Uh, no. I don't know what I wanna do."
"And that's okay. I didn't know what I wanted to do until I met your mother." My dad pitches in. "Well, she kind of forced me to start college classes. But I won't force you." He laughs.
I didn't really laugh, for I hate my mother. She chose everything over us. She wanted to get away therefore she did. She was a straightforward woman like that. If she wanted to do something she absolutely did it. But that wasn't me talking good of her. That's me telling it like it is.
"It's a full time job. So I'm sure I'll be busy. And if I want to go to school, I can get an internship for photography or something."
"Or work at Sea World." Cameron adds.
"I could do that too babe," I smile at him, earning a smile back.
As we enjoy our time, I couldn't help but silently converse with Tommy across from me. I'd do subtle things like softly touch my leg to his, or rest my foot right between his legs on the seat as he did the same. Or I'd sexily swirl the straw along my tongue, making deep eye contact with him.
"Hey guys!" A blonde haired blue eyes slim and beautiful cheers in front of us. My stomach falls to the center of the earth as I see who it is.
"Babe-" Tommy says.
"You're Heather Locklear." Cameron says-shocked.
"I am, nice to meet you."
Cameron was gonna pop a fucking boner any second now.
"What brings you here?" I ask, in the kindest voice ever. I watch Tommy from the corner of my eye, as he watched his worlds collide.
"I invited her!" Mary speaks up. Tommy and I simultaneously look back at Mary. Mentally ripping her head off her body.
"Babe let me scoot in." She whines, climbing in to sit next her love. Her husband. Hers. He was hers. He wasn't mine. I belonged to Cameron. Tommy instantly kisses his wife and gives her a bright smile. That smile disappears as he looks directly at me. I couldn't bare to look in his eyes any longer. I just stared down at my food. And continued to stuff my fat face. The fat face that will never ever compare to Mrs.Heather Locklear-Lee's'. I was almost double her size.
I couldn't help but stare at her pick food off his plate, as she attached herself to Tommy. I instantly lost my appetite.
I turn to Cameron. In the spite of the moment I suddenly have an idea, "You wanna get out of her?" I say softly, gently placing a hand on his thigh. I squeezed just a bit, indicating that I wanted him and I just to be alone. He looks into my eyes, silently questioning if I meant sex. I send him back a faint smile, meaning I was possibly ready to lose my virginity.
I wasn't ready. Only because Tommy wanted to take it. He wanted to wait for me. But he obviously has other things to take care of.
Cameron immediately pulls out his wallet and throws a few bills on the table. "This should cover our meals. It's a pleasure to see you all again. Heather it was nice to meet you." Cameron shakes her hand and I practically hurl. He obviously loved her. Just like any other specimen with a penis.
Just like Tommy.
"I'll meet you in the car babes." Cameron wraps his arm around my waist and kisses my cheek before turning around and walking away.
"What are your plans tonight Ashton?" My dad asks from across the table and I turn to him, giving him and mischievous smirk.
"We're gonna go have sex dad." I admit. I've always been transparent with him. Though he sees it as a joke, I was being serious.
"I don't want you coming home pregnant." He says, adding to the joking manner. "And make sure to-"
"Make sure to pee before and after. I know I know."
"Do you need anything?"
"A drink." I laugh. I look down at the table, finding Tommy's order of Jack on the Rocks.
"Can I have that? I'm about to lose my virginity." I ask Tommy, pointing to his drink.
"I don't condone this." He says, almost angry. He clears his throat, in attempts to calm himself.
"It's not really up to you is it, Lee?" I smile at him, not in a sweet way, but an almost evil way. If he has Heather I have Cameron. The jealous is irrelevant and pointless.
I grab his drink anyways and swallow it without hesitation or even a face.
"That's my girl." My dad cheers me on.
"I'll be safe dad. Love you. See you soon." I hug him. "Bye Heather, see you soon." I reach over and hug her as well. I hug Mary as well.
"See you around, Lee." I wave. For I couldn't reach him to hug him. He didn't seem too happy anyways. Hm, I wonder why.
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