Untouchable Love

" I need you "

⚠️TW: MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM ⚠️

7 days later

I feel so empty.. I can't even remember myself before her. This place feels cold without her.. I miss seeing her coming back home from school and running to my arms and saying " T-T I missed you " I miss the feeling of her lips.. I miss hearing her every morning whispering in my ear " Goodmorning beautiful " I miss everything about her. And it's only been seven days.. gosh.
I decided to go to the bathroom and wash my face. I looked in the mirror and saw a living-dead person. My eyes were dark and tired. I don't sleep a lot. And my face was cold and sad. My hair were also messy and I was smelling alcohol. I drunk so much last night. 2 whole bottles of Vodka I think... I was thinking about all these things until my phone rang and interupted me. I grabbed it and picked it up

Hello..Who is this?
It's Mr.Honey.. Antoinette Topaz you've been missing school for 5 days now.. Is everything alright?

Actually not.. I waz feeling a little sick these days.. and I had a....fever..but I am feeling much better today so tomorrow I am gonna come.

Okay Antoinette I hope you feel completely well in a few days.
I'll see you tomorrow in class

Thank you Mr. Honey

*Hungs up "

Cheryl's Pov

" Thank you Betty for letting me stay here "

" No need to thank me Cheryl, you're my cousin, I'm always here to help you. and also you can stay here for us long as you like "

" Are you sure your mother and Jughead are okay with me staying here all these days? I don't wanna bother you guys I can leave if - "

" Hey Cheryl I told you you're always welcome here. And ofc my mum and jug doesn't have a problem "

" Okay "

" Cheryl... "

" Yeah? "

" Are u okay? I mean... After that thing that happened with Toni.. "

" No Betty I am not, I miss her so much but I shouldn't! She broke my fucking heart! "

" Cousin. Look are you sure that she cheated on you? I mean.. c'mon we all know that she loves you. She saved you.. and all these months she's like your gardian angel. If you want my opinion I don't believe that she cheated on you.. I understand why you don't believe her Cheryl. It's normal after all these things that you've been through.. but think about it again.. she would never do that to you c'mon.. and also.. she's really not okay these days.. "

" Thank you for understanding me.. but i just need time. I can't believe that someone ever treated me so well you know.. no one ever in my life was so close and kind with me. I couldn't believe that everything between me and her were going well. So then this happened and all my insecurities came true. But I really don't know what to believe anymore.. I love her... So much but I need time to think... Also what..what do you mean? What happened??? Betty? "

" Hey hey calm down... yesterday Jughead told me that he went to visit her. He told me that when he walked in he saw dozens of empty bottles on the floor..a knife with a little blood in it. blood Cheryl... and some pills on the table? She saw her shaking and crying hard while hugging a red rose.. her eyes were red and at the same time dark.. he also told me that she doesn't sleep much.. Cheryl.. she needs you.. "

" Oh my god.. What am I supposed to do?? Be..Betty I love her but I don't know if she's telling me the truth! What am I supposed to.. do? " I said panicked