Karlnapity one shots

When I Look At You, I'm Home (Quackity Angst)

an: i just realized how much quackity angst ive written omg. anyways enjoy, theres more swearing in this one but nothing crazy, hope you feel the feels <3

He had just seen George.

That should've been a good thing right?

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

He should've known better.

He should've known better.

When did he let himself get comfortable? He knew this would happen. It always does with him.

Fuck. What is he doing wrong? What more does Alex have to do to prove he is worthy of love?

Fuck and he was so close too. For fucks sake they were engaged! Surely he must be a whole new level of terrible for his fiance's to leave him too.

How could he have let himself forget? He always knew he was just a toy for them to play with. I mean,that's how everyone else treated him. And once they got bored they just gave him to someone else to play with but what happens when the toy breaks? Cause Q can't do this shit anymore he can't.

They had El Rapids! It was literally just the three of them and Quackity. How desperate did they have to be to get rid of him to form a country with all the same people except for him in it?

Alex knew he hadn't been home in a while, but he sent letters to keep them updated and yes maybe he should've stopped after the 3rd one got no response but he was so busy he didn't even realise it at first.

But up until he saw George this all could've had an easy explanation.

The thing is, George was happy to see him! And he was happy to see George as well but fuck if it didn't make him realise how long it had been since he was in the warm embrace of his boys.

Kinoko Kingdom.

He has to admit that is a very Karlesque name. Fits right in with Rutabagaville.

They were all going to have their own casinos... He was going to propose because they never got to officially.

And maybe he could understand Sapnap not wanting him, guess his anxieties were right when they told him that Sapnap was faking it the whole time but he was so sure that they were wrong.

Karl though? His Karlos? He didn't think he had it in him to do this. I mean Sapnap has his whole pet killer thing and he did grow up with Dream so he guesses that makes more sense but Karl? The Karl who would kiss his eyelids when he thought he was sleeping. The Karl who covered him and Sap in a blanket when they fell asleep on the couch. The Karl who would put raspberry jam in his sandwiches because he knew Alex didn't like the strawberry kind?

And maybe Sapnap did kill a lot of pets and he did grow up with Dream but he also would hide his face in Alex's chest when Karl forced the curtains open in the mornings.

It couldn't be the same Sapnap as the one who held him as his home was exploding. Right?

And how could he blame them? If anything it was his fault. He had to have done something right? nonononononoNO.

It was Dreams' fault. He must've said something when Sapnap had visited him to make him do this.

That's fucking it.

***

His hands were bleeding, but he was at least a little bit satisfied.

He thought he would feel better if El Rapids was gone physically. Mentally he knew he was the only member left so it was technically gone anyways. Besides he had Las Nevadas now. It was time to go home.