Life Line (tommyxreader)

Chapter 7

(TW) A/N This chapter contains suicide/ suicidal thoughts..... if you don't like it skip the part with the :)

What are you doing in Tommy's room!?!? Were his first words i quickly sprung up from the bed to tell him what happened but he quickly cut me off and said... Do you like Tommy? NO I DONT LIKE HIM HE IS MY BEST FRIEND WE WERE JUST WATCHING TV!!! Willbur lookes offended from the shouting he got up from the bed and walked out he then mumbled and said... I don't want to see him with you in this room again..... I didn't know what to do and soon enough my eyes filled with tears and it started to spill.... 

                                                                                (later that day)

I mostly stayed in my room ignoring anyone who knocked on my door Wilbur told me i have to go to school tomorrow i remembered my "friends" and made everything worse i sat there in my room my eyes puffy and not able to breath through my nose...... Soon enough i heard three knocks at my door. I'm coming in Y/N. I quickly wiped my tears away. It was Tubbo. Hey Y/N. He said as he sat down on my bed. What do you want. I said looking away so he wouldn't notice my eyes. He looked over at me and said. Why are you crying Y/N. I looked at him not sure of how he knew I was  crying.  What do you mean I'm not crying I'm perfectly fi-. Ok I know that's not true  you have been in your room all day you can tell me anything I'm here for you Y/N. I'm fine Toby get out I'm having allergies is all. Y/N I can tell when your lying. His gentle voice comforted me and relieved me of most of my stress. I wish I could know what is wrong I wish you would tell me so I could fix it so we all can hang out together if on-. I bursted into tears and told him how my parents had died and I still haven't gotten over it my heart beated out of my chest I felt like I couldn't breath I told him what my "friends" had done to me.... I- I had no idea I'm so sorry. Tears ran down my face like a water fall. That's when I felt his arms wrap around me pulling me into a hug. tears ran down his back as we did so. 

                                                   (the next day) :)

Things seemed to have gotten worse after that all, toby must have told Wilbur about what happened then tommy found out because  they wouldn't leave me alone though Wilbur said I didn't have to go to school they most likely where trying to get my mind off my parents....... Never worked..... and that's when I had the idea.... I decided I was gonna hang myself when everyone was alseep..... 

                                               (Later that night)

Goodnight Y/N I'm going to bed. i quickly sprang up as Willbur left the living room. I think I'm gonna go to my room too talk to you tomorrow Y/N. Good night Tommy and Willbur Toby said as he sat on the couch I had forgot Toby was staying another night I decided I was gonna go look for rope in the back yard. Hey toby ill be right back. I said as I walked towards the back door. Toby said ok and I continued out the back door. I knew dads old shed would have something so I looked in there it took me a few minutes before I had found a rope I tied a nuice and hung it in the tree I then grabbed a chair and put the rope around my neck and pulled the chair...... HEY!! I heard a voice as I struggled for air.....