Life Line (tommyxreader)

Chapter 11

A/n TW suicide

(At the movies)
We soon arrived we all got out and usually Tommy would carry me or drag me there but this time we all just awkwardly walk into the movie theater....

We got up to the counter and I asked what movie were we gonna see. We're gonna see the new conjuring movie. What!? But it's scary willbur I don't do very good with scary movies you know this! I looked at the movie choices and noticed nothing much was on. That's all that was there Y/N come on don't be like this now. Ok fine but if I scream like I'm being killed it's your fault

We got our drinks and popcorn and headed to the movie room. I call this seat Tommy said as he claimed a seat in between tubbo and Willbur I decided to go on the other side of tubbo. I sighed and took a sip of my drink I got a cola slushee. Yum. Tommy got the same of course and tubbo got raspberry. The movie soon started.

A jumps are came on screen and I squealed gripping onto the thing to the side of me.. it was tubbo I didn't notice and I closed my eyes gripping onto his sweater.

(Tommy's POV)
A jump scare came on screen I saw Y/N jump and grip onto tubbo my heart broke into a million pieces was she doing this on accident I didn't know... why? I looked back at the screen ignoring the situation when willbur looked at me. You ok? He said his words sliced right threw me his voice was so.... what's the word? Tainting..

(Y/n POV)
I soon relised who I had gripped on to and pulled away trying to forget what I just did. He -he was so warm... my heart skipped a beat I couldn't forget what I did! I looked over to see Tommy did he see me well if he did he knows it was an accident.... right? I looked closer to see a layer of tears on his eyes. This haunted me the thought surrounded me.

The movie had ended and we all headed for the car. I hopped in and the ride home was silent soon will broke the silence. Soooo how was the movie? No one replied except for tubbo. It was scary that's for sure. Tommy seemed to have been in his own world.

We finally got home and I ran up to my room. I fell onto my bed and tried forgetting Tommy. I couldn't though... why? Why did he care we're supposed to be friends why can't he understand that?

I soon heard some one knocking at my door. Come in. Tommy walked in hey can we talk? Yea of course. He came and sat on my bed. I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to ruin our friendship he said he was currently looking down at the floor. You could tell he was about to cry. I stood up and walked over to him. It's ok I hugged him. It's obviously not fine because I wasn't there for you when you were at your lowest. He said as tears soaked my floor. What!? No Tommy look at me. I said he stood his head up his eyes were blood shot. This is not your fault! Tommy your my best friend and nothing will change that..

I- but- he started but ran out of the door. I chased after him WAIT TOMMY PLEASE! he kept running he soon made it out the front door. Tommy...! WAIT! I chased him as he ran towards the beach. I chased him he must have not noticed me as he slowed down into a walk. I quietly followed behind. He Inched closer to the rocks it was a giant drop off that if you fell off you would pass out by the time you hit the water and die. I started to panic but I didn't want to over react I just followed in case was he gonna jump off?

(Tommy's POV)
It's all my fault.... why wasn't I there... I don't deserve her kindness.... I don't deserve life.... these thoughts haunted me why wouldn't they just go away? I knew what I was gonna do if I ended my life I wouldn't have to worry and Y/N can be with the one she loves and I wouldn't be in pain. I got closer to the edge and stood up on the rocks. I said out loud. Goodbye and tipped over the edge that's when I felt some one grip onto my hand

WHY!?

A/n
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