It hurts so much to know that the same effect that person causes on you every time they text you is the same thing that they feel when someone else, texts them. It hurts to know that what you feel for that person is not even half of what they think they feel for you. It hurts to know that there's someone else in their heart,mind and soul and you want that person to be you, but its simply just someone else. It looks so simple and easy but its not ,it deeply breaks your heart little by little even though you didn't gave yourself or your heart the chance to let the feelings that you've been holding, let go since you met that person. It's hard to sit down and try to hold your tears as I'm doing right now as i write this and think about how it could work out but there's just no way. I hate to give up on people or on my feelings because i know how bad it feels for a person to just simply give up on you and on their feelings towards you. It hurts to dream about that person kissing you,hugging you and just loving you but then you just wake up and realize that it wont come true because someone else is where you want to be. Loving you is a losing game.
