Midnight poems

Never ending cycle

only if you gave me a chance,
ill tell others, there were few feelings a person were expected to feel
when received love and comfort , they were a big deal
not everyone could give but everyone loved to get
now here we are looking at each others every little detail
telling the parts of us we never mentioned
feeling the soft breeze of the spring wind during "second spring" we earned
holding your hand closer to my heart , helping you see what u made out of a monster
i wanna see the part of you everyone feared
i wanna see how hurt you got by others
i wanna see the places u havent showed anyone and love every part of it dearly,
only if you gave me a chance
-A

Every feeling, when the time gets late
Puts me in a pathetic state
I wish ive never loved
Now im facing the reality on my own
Way too much thoughts haunted me
Kept coming till i tried to go back home
But again i was left all on my own
-A

Can you do it all without me ,Only trust, only love within me
Left with nothing in my hands ,Kept it all with lines on my arms
I cared for it all, been so careful , just so in love had gone blind
Still waiting here like that, im sitting up here
Lets name out story, to let it be a song there
Running away from the truth, just in circles
It hurts to stay and pretend, when i wanna pull you close
Leave kisses and smell the scent from your soft neck
Im the bad guy i take it , just give me a one more peck
Feed the flame, lets burn it all
Run away run away
-A

Lets hold hand tonight, with no fear within
Dreamed it all, lets let it begin
Tonight under the stars, lets get it
Like we have never, like no other
Everything hurts, this time lets heal
Without it all, i would be gone
Was so afraid, made a deal
Kept you so close, when i died
Just so youd be the last to be seen
Lets sit at the edge, only us
Let us be the only ones gone
Leaving it all behind, without each other
Lets Cry out the nights, pain within our hearts
-A