I woke up in dracos arms, not too sure how i got there but oh well. "morning my queen." That definitely will be something i'll never forget. We didn't get up straight away. We laid there together, talking, we woke up before the sun came and just watched the sunrise. It was definitely beautiful.
It was time to get up so i went to get ready. I put my red lipstick on as always and draco demanded for a kiss. "I have lipstick on? it's going to stain." "good. i want everyone to know your mine." Ive never kissed anyone faster than i kissed Draco in that moment.
We got dressed and headed down for class. We missed breakfast. On our way to class The mudblood passes by and i noticed she caught dracos eye. It made me uncomfortable. Why would she catch his eye? Nothing was different. I made it visible that i was sad but he didn't notice.
What was going on? Why was he acting like this? i haven't done anything. I couldn't help but overthink the situation, eventually i drove myself to tears. I left without saying anything, but of course i had to be dramatic. yes. i slammed the door but only so draco would notice i'm gone!
I ran all the way to the common room. I couldn't bear myself to think, draco and the mudblood? How could he do something like that to me? he knows i love him. He cried infront of me!
I heard someone walking up the stairs, i look over to see draco standing at the stairs, he seemed so dissapointed with himself. The fact that he was the reason i was crying. He felt horrible.
He walked over to me and comforted me, hugging me tightly. "i'm sorry baby, what have i done to hurt you? how can i fix it?"
He didn't even know what he did? How is that possible? I kept my cool because i didn't want to ruin anything, "i saw the way you looked at the mudbood." i cried.
"her name is hermione." he said, he sounded frustrated.
I stared crying so hard i felt like i couldn't breath. I know it's stupid but why would he correct me now? Why not when we first met her? I wasn't sad about the fact he didn't know what he did wrong. It was the fact that he stood up for her. He corrected me. It all felt wrong.
I couldn't keep it in any longer,
"you, you! And hermione, the way you looked at her this morning. The way you corrected me about her. I saw the wink you gave her in Dark Arts! how could you! i thought you loved me but how can you when your doing this! i didn't want to make a scene but i can't hold it in any longer!" i stopped.
I looked into dracos eyes, it was visible that he was disgusted with himself. He found the perfect relationship and almost lost it in 2 days. He didn't know what to do because he had never been in this situation before. He just sat there for a minuet. I looked up at him as i see him crying, balling his eyes out.
"i'm a disappointment! i failed you! i don't deserve this relationship! i'm sorry!" i instantly hugged him. He just fell into my arms, crying. His tears were all over my uniform but i guess there just tears. I kissed his head alst while feeling terrible for the state i put him in. I realised he's more sensitive than i thought.
We walked up to his room together and just laid in his bed. We didn't talk, didn't do anything. We just laid in each others arms, thinking about what just happened. My eyes felt so tired from crying but i had to be there for Draco. I noticed he was drifting off to sleep so i played with his hair until he was fullly asleep. I eventually fell asleep too. All of this could be sorted out tomorrow. We were too tired from all the arguing to talk about it any further.
