some people have a favorite color
a favorite food
maybe even subject
but i feel that the only important favorite is your favorite person.
someone whom you want to spend every waking moment with
someone whom you sleep with
and eat with
and shop with
and live with.
someone who all of a sudden runs into your life at the speed of light.
it is really kind of like a light.
you walk into a room with people; you may or may not know.
every new person is a light being turned on.
as when the light is turned on, you can see, and you have so many new possibilities in this room.
infinite possibilities with this new person, and it's an amazing thing.
being able to create these huge relationships with other beings.
but when you find your favorite person,
it's like you wake up in the morning solely so you can speak with them,
and be with them.
it's almost like you were born to live for them.
it's the most amazing feeling in the world.....
but can also be the most painful.
sadly.
and it's too bad that it sometimes has to be that way.
and it's shamed upon that sometimes it does have to end badly.
but it is what it is.
and what's done is done.
