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I cried.

He just hugged me and said
"If I were you I would be crying to."

Which made me feel better.

We hugged then Jason backed up.

"Elizabeth, because I love you as a brother...I'm ordering you to take a shower." Jason said while laughing.

I hit him on the arm then agreed.

Jason reminded that my clothes were in a tub in his closet.
I almost asked why but then I remember that my room was empty because of Bill.
"Thanks." I said
I went and picked out another Harry Potter T-shirt and some gray sweat pants

I can't really remember the last time I...took a shower. I know it's gross, but most of the time I use deodorant and brush my teeth.

Honestly I don't know why Thomas likes me.

I took a quick shower.
Then wrapped my hair up in a purple towel.

I changed into my clothes.
I had to clear my fagged glasses before putting them on.

See usually after people take showers they feel good and fresh, not me. I don't know why I don't.

I walked in Jason's room.

"Ok Jason I took a shower, happy?" I smiled

He was sitting on the edge of his bed looking at a small piece of paper.

I walked over and sat by him.

He was holding a picture of a lady and a little boy. The little boy was kissing the lady. It was so cute.

"Is that..."

"Ya, it's my mom."

The lady look beautiful, they looked so happy.

"Do you think...she forgave me?" Jason asked

"I mean I was just trying to do what I thought was the right thing." He said

"I don't think she ever blamed you. You did the right thing trying to free those kids. She knows that now."

"Does she?" He said loudly

"Sorry...I just...I don't know....do you believe in heaven?" He blurted out

Jason interrupted my thoughts

"I think there is. Because I think that's where she is. She believed in that. I do too." Jason said

"I believe in God. And heaven." He said after a second.

"The kidnapped boy has so much faith, I don't know why he does but he does." Jason said.

How can that kid that has nothing and that is basically a prisoner believe in a God?
What is there to believe in?
"If there is a God than why is he letting kids rot in prisons or have there parents killed at a small age?" I blurted out.

"I don't know what to believe anymore." I said

"I think God put us here to change those kids out comes. He got to do something. I think God is complicated and if he was easy to understand he wouldn't be God would he?"

"Ya I guess your right." I said

Jason put the picture in a box that was in his dresser.

"So do you want breakfast?" Jason asked

"Jason it's 9:30 at night!" I laughed

"So...we can still have breakfast." Jason said with a smile.

"Well...ok" I said

"But I wanted to talk to Thomas tonight." I wanted to ask him questions about his past.

"Do you think it's to late to..." I asked

"To go over to a boys house...yes." Jason said with a laugh.

"Haha, I was going to say call him." I said

"Well You can invite him to our breakfast." Jason said

"Alright." I said
I called Thomas...
Hello please leave a message after the beep...
BEEP!!
Umm, hey, Thomas this is Elizabeth do you want to come over, were having breakfast for dinner?

I said real fast then I hanged up.
I guess I had a worried look on my face.

"Don't worry he probably is sleeping or doing something and not checking his phone." Jason said

"I guess so." I said while I sliding phone in a pocket of my sweat pants, then I followed Jason into the kitchen.

"It's strange, I can't remember the last time I actually had a home cooked mean, let alone remember when this kitchen was use last." I told Jason

Jason smiled then but on my moms old pink apron.

"How do I look?" He asked with a smile

"Oh, gorgeous!" I said while laughing.

I sat down at the contour, and watch Jason start to fix "breakfast".

"So what do you want
Pancakes or waffles?
Eggs or toast?
Bacon or sausage?" Jason asked

"Ummmm..."

"Ok everything."

"What!" I laughed

"Ya when I couldn't decide in which ones my mom made me everything."

"Ok, everything." I said

I got this feeling that this meant a lot to Jason. He was trying to get everything off his mind.
Three years ago today he freed an imprisoned kid and which had a cost of losing his mother.

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