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section 1

hoyoung opens his eyes tiredly. with a heart trying to endured the pain all night long, he sighed then get off his bed. he still have to go to practice today.

" morning... "

hoyoung saw gyehyeon rolled his eyes quickly then back to smile at him.

" morning hyung. how was your sleep? "

" it was good. you too right? "

" mine was good too, I'm going to prepare for our practice hyung. "

but mine was terrible.

hoyoung goes inside the kitchen and he saw the dish he brought to the members yesterday was there on the kitchen cabinets, emty and no one washes it. he sighs then quietly takes it to the sink and washes without complaining a words to anyone.

" good morning...oh right I forgot to wash it last night. sorry hoyoung. "

hoyoung places the dish to it right place then turns back to look at dongheon who is standing behind him with an eyes saying that he isn't feeling sorry at all.

" it's fine. "

hoyoung says just like he is whispering then he left to their practice room first.

when they are praticing, hoyoung can feels his ankle injury is getting worse now but he doesn't want to tell the other so he decided to kepp quiet. vetivery choreography is strong and powerful so he missed a step. that wouldn't be a big deal if hoyoung didn't make kangmin fall on the ground.

" what are you doing hoyoung?! "

the others rushed to check on kangmin after dongheon yelled to hoyoung.

" you alright kangmin? "

" just hurt a bit... "

" why are you still standing there without doing anything? "

" sorry...I will go and get the bandage. "

hoyoung holds back his tear as he runs out from their practice room.

" he made a mistake today? guess that he can't never raise his voice up ever again when one of us make a mistake. "

gyehyeon smirks as he slowly to stand up after seeing that kangmin was fine.

" we can talk about this so that he can never told us how to dance again. "

" I like that idea gyehyeon. "

" what's taking he so long? still a burdensome overall. "

hoyoung stops in front of the door again. he places his hand on the door knob but didn't push it down to open. it was his second times hearing these words within a day.

" burdensome... "

hoyoung mumbles the word again then comes inside with the aid kit.

" only found this and I'm giving it to you yeonho. "

" why me? aren't suppose to do it when you are the one who make kangmin like this? "

hoyoung opens his mouth like he is about to day something but he shakes his head then sits down to take care of kangmin leg.

" sorry again kangmin. "

" it was fine hyung. "

" are you alright....

hoyoung holds up his breathe for a bit when he heard yongseung finally speaks.

is he waiting for yongseung to ask him?

... kangmin? "

" I'm fine now yongseung hyung. "

hoyoung smiles bitterly to himself when he saw kangmin smiles brightly to yongseung who was standing behind hoyoung doesn't want give hoyoung a small glance. in fact, they all don't want to look at him at that moment.

" then I guess the practice is over now? "

" you guys go home first, I want to stay here for a bit. "

hoyoung cleans up everything as he say without looking at them. and just like as he predicted, no one answer him, they just left him here quietly and fastly.

they left him alone without knowing that hoyoung was also having an injured.

hoyoung slides downs beside the door as he holds his legs close to his body.

" they didn't care about you bae hoyoung...even just a glance they will never give you. "

hoyoung smirks with his thought of changing them one day.

" they have already changed from the past. you are nothing but a burdensome in their eyes. "

he looked himself reflected in the mirror and what he saw is just a lonely person being left behind. just a person who thought that his life is finally found a happy way to the very end but it all just his imaginary.

hoyoung tries to stand up but then sit down again as he lost his balance due to his ankle injured. it's getting worse now.

" even my leg doesn't like me. you are such a troublesom person hoyoung. "

after taking care of the injured, hoyoung reach out for his bag and goes home with a hope for more brightly tomorrow.

as hoyoung's hope yesterday, verivery got their first win today.

" congratulation verivery! "

" thank you verrers, we get our first win today!! it's all because of you. "

the members decided to change the part as a celebration for their first win.

but hoyoung didn't dare to sing any of the part. he didn't have any confidence.

" that was awsome! we got our first win guys! "

dongheon immediately yells when they went back to their waiting room.

" I'm still can't believe this was real. "

" it was yongseung, I suggest going out as a celebration. it's a big day with us! "

" follow your leader, dear verivery members. "

dongheon laughs then yongseung, yeonho and kangmin follows to the door. gyehyeon was the one who closed the door in front of hoyoung.

as if it just like hoyoung wasn't in verivery...

" did I even belong here? "

dongheon uploads the picture they just took on twitter and he just tag minchan like he is always here beside them.

when they are happily enjoy the meal together, dongheon received a call from his manager.

" dongheon. "

" yes manager-nim? "

" where is hoyoung? why isn't he in your uploaded pictures? "

" he is right here? "

dongheon takes a look around the table where they are sitting together. but there isn't any sign of hoyoung appearance.

" no way...is he get lost? I mean he is not here with us. "

" I'm asking that question right now young man. Aren't you soppose to know where your member is right now? "

" we will find him! "

dongheon hangs up the phone call then he told the others what just happened.

" why none of us figured it out when we took pictures earlier? "

" wait, delete it. our fans may questioned that we didn't tag him but he isn't here with us. :

they got panicked as they paid for the meal as split up to find hoyoung.

hoyoung is scrolling down his phone while walking to nowhere.

" am I invisible to you? "

is he...?