verivery || vous me manquez

section 11

two days after hoyoung left, verivery's dorm becomes all quiet. no one want to leave their room or talk about something anymore, cause to them, it will never be the same without him.

the manager comes in and when he saw a souless and quiet verivery, he just sighs.

" what happened to these energetic boys? "

" these boys are no longer energetic without their mom... "

" deal with it, you are all messed up. "

" we didn't mean to treat him like that. "

" don't be silly, you know what you have done. and stop complain to me, we still have works to do. "

minchan want to protest but then he remember he is now the second oldest in the group, he must do what hoyoung usually does back then.

" let's go guys. "

but when they turned to the door, the familar person that they missed the most is standing there, looking at them worried yet he doesn't show anything.

" hoyoung...? "

" yes minchan, it's me. "

" you are back? "

" no...I'm just here to give you some picture I took before that I believe it's belong to you guys. "

" we don't want those pics, we want you back. "

" let's talk about this. "

the manager nods at hoyoung and then leave to give the seven boys some space to set things out. he really hopes they can get hoyoung back to the group again.

verivery is sitting together in the living, facing each other but everyone is busy with their own thought and they just don't know whether they could talk with hoyoung the normal way again. dongheon scared he would messed up and will end up calling him annoyed accidentally when he is happy whenever hoyoung teased him. minchan afraid he wouldn't be able to gain hoyoung trust to protect his best friend from eveything on this world. gyehyeon knows he can't beg for forgiveness but he doesn't want to lose his hyung. yeonho wants to be hoyoung's roomate again. and kangmin, he wants to be hoyoung favorite younger brother again.

when no one is talking, yongseung steps closer to hoyoung and hands him the book once brought them closer that time.

" remember this book hyung? "

" vous me manquez? sure...the book the lead me to know the truth behind it all. "

" no, it's the book once brought us closer to you hyung. "

" closer to me? the distance between you and me are even farther than before... "

" not if we try to narrow it. "

" I tried it once... and it didn't come out as I expected it should be. "

gyehyeon wants to come closer but seems like hoyoung is cowering himself between them so he decided just standing right where he is and talk in hope he could convince his hyung somehow.

" we know we're wrong now. so please we are begging for your forgiveness. and I want my hyungie back, we all want you back. "

" life always gives us choices gyehyeon, and just like that I always choose for me the wrong answer...you guys. "

dongheon knows that everything has its ending and a little of hoyoung's tolerance limit will also run out soon. he also knows that having a chance to meet hoyoung as well as the other members among the sea of people out there to debut under the name verivery is his luck,  but in the end someone is meant to be brought back to that sea. even so, dongheon has his right to convince hoyoung and he won't let this chance pass by worthlessly.

" if... we explained everything we have done, would you understand? "

" I don't know anymore. the only way to forgive the people who lied to you is choosing not to trust them ever again... "

" you are important to us hoyoung, I can tell it from the bottom of my heart. but we always have different ways to express our feelings. I choose to say that you annoyed to protect because I didn't what was the meaning behind the question. I like you being around me hoyoung. "

for the first time after awhile, verivery is managed to see hoyoung small giggle again.

" it's just you dongheon hyung. what about you minchan? "

" I trust you no matter what happen, and it will always be like that. "

" gyehyeonie? "

" I don't want to lose you hyungie, but everything I did to make us become closer only pushed you even farther. I thinks that I didn't make it up for what I did to you enough so it's not worth it to show our closeness when I haven't expressed my love as much as my hyungie did to me. so, it's only worth it if we both show our feelings equally. "

" there are various to do it silly... "

" we are roomates hoyoung hyung... and to me, being a roomate with you is even more than enough. "

" I said you couldn't understand me the most before, but that's not the truth. I'm just afraid with the thought that the only person who actually understand me might leave me one day... "

" and I promise to protect from everything that will hurt my hyungs! "

hoyoung is standing there in silent and awe because he still couldn't believe that his second family is here and they haven't changed a little bit from the beginning til now.

" so what do you say? will you comeback with us? "

" will you still choose the answer again this time hyungie? "

" I guess... choosing you guys over everything is always the right answer I made for my life. "

thank you for choosing to complete the word "us" again.

and thank you for not being a missing memories of my youth.