Confession

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Isaiah's POV
I was shocked at this. I'd never seen him be so kind like this. He offered so much. Was this it? Was this the time where I'd risk it all just to confess my feelings? Of course not. I couldn't do it. I'd never be able to do it. I was overthinking it. Like always. "Hey bro why are you so dazed? Your mom won't get mad. My mom called her and told her you didn't feel good so she's cool with it." This made me feel a little bit better I guess. My mom would have killed me if she found out we skipped. But he didn't cure my primary thoughts at all. "Alright thanks. I was scared she would kill me if she found out we were good." I said with a little bit of false enthusiasm. He smiled at me and decided to play some music. He put on some of his favorite songs and started singing along. All I could do was stare and smile. "Why are you looking at me like that?" Oh fuck. "Um nothing." I couldn't breathe. I could feel tears coming up my throat. "Oh ok." He continued to sing and dance while I caught my breath and calmed down. Finally I thought to myself. I have to do it. I have to tell him I'm gay. I have to or else he'll find out from someone else and it'll ruin everything. I didn't want to ruin our friendship. I know he's homophobic. I didn't know what to do.
Aaron's POV
I danced around and sang to some of my favorite songs. I caught him looking at me. I blushed a bit knowing he was looking at me. After I asked him jokingly, he started to look very deep in thought. Like he was contemplating a decision that hadn't been made yet. Weird. I kept dancing around and singing when he suddenly turned off the music. "Aaron I need to tell you something." He looked scared and nervous. "I'm- I'm" I cut him off with "Spit it out." He looked even more scared than earlier. "IM GAY"
Isaiah's POV
"IM GAY!" I said it. Finally. His face is twisting into a. Smile? Is it a kind smile? Is it a mocking smile? No. It's a kind smile. It's warm and comforting. "It's ok. To be honest and you can't tell anyone I'm rethinking if I'm straight or not." I was shocked to hear him say that. Like more shocked than I've ever been in my life. I didn't know what to say. Like at all. "W-well ok that's great." I didn't know whether to be excited or not. On one hand this could be great for me you know liking him and all. But on the other it could be a cruel joke. That would suck. That would suck a lot. But I don't think that Aaron would do that. He's too kind. At least I think he is. At least I hope he is.

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