your love, warm like the autumn evenings we spend together

seven

autumn, also known as fall
it really depicts how i fell for you.
sometimes i wonder if im worthy
of loving you.
why do you bother spending time
with me?
again and again every single autumn.
time to time i think about these things.
but i forget all my thoughts
once i see you knocking on my door,
just like you do every autumn.
16 october.
what are we going to do today?
i heard you and mom talking faintly from
the top of the staircase
"im taking her to the amusement park"
when i tell you my heart leapt.
she spotted me at the top of the staircase
and gestured for me to come down.
she told me to get ready.
with swift steps, i ran up and put on a worn out sweater.
and so we went