Learning To Cope (Lerrie/ Jerrie)

Chapter 6

Did I just decide to add photos of Lerrie to this to make it even more heartbreaking, yes I did. I must be evil.

Anyway Let's go!

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(Jade's pov)

I yawned waking up to the sun shining through my window.

I sat up in bed and immediately took a moment, as far as I knew, Perrie was still asleep so I had some time to think about my emotions and let them out before hiding them for the day.

Afterwards I picked myself up off the bed and went to go make Perrie and myself some breakfast.

I ate my own before going to Perrie's room with her's.

I entered the room to find her fast asleep and as peaceful as she looked for once while asleep, she needed to get up.

I went over to her side and shook her shoulder lightly. 

"Pez? Wakey, wakey."

She groaned "Jadee. Nooo. I'm tired." 

"Sorry Pezza, but that's what happens when you stay up late. Plus I have food for you."

She sat up at that, taking the tray from me. "Thank you Jade." She smiled. 

"No problem, hun." 

She seemed to be feeling better. This was progress.

"Babe? If you're okay, I might go out for a run."

"Sure." She said. "I'll be fine. Don't worry." 

"Okay." I said. "Call me if you need me and I'll be back in around 20 minutes anyway.

"Mhmm.." She mumbled with her mouth full.

"Okay I know when I'm not wanted." I joked.

"Love you too!" She called as I left the room.

I smiled before going outside and finding a space to run.

(Later on)

When I returned I saw Perrie still hadn't left her room.

I walked upstairs and saw her door was shut.

Last time this had happened she'd been having a panic attack  so I felt reason to worry.

I didn't want to just barge in though

"Pezza, you okay?" I called, knocking on the door.

I didn't get any reply so I opened the door slightly.

"Perrie?"

"Go away Jade." Came the gloomy reply.

I did the complete opposite of what she wanted, knowing she wasn't really in a condition to be alone right now.

I went and sat next to her on the bed, placing my hand on her back, then I felt her place her arms around me and tuck her head into the crook of my neck.

I could her hear her  sniffle as she tried to suppress her tears.

"Perrie?" I said quietly. "It's okay. Just let it out." 

She burst into tears, sobbing onto my shoulder. 

"Jade? Why do I feel like this?"

"I've told you babe. Grief."