𝐈𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 | 𝐓𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐭 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗿𝘁

Tommy and I talk constantly every day. We have been friends for 6 months now and he comes over almost all the time. But now I've realized that I have feelings for him. Should I tell him?

I was scrapbooking on the floor and then I remembered I wanted to tell Tommy something.

"Hey Tommy remember how I released Seasonal Depression a few months ago?" I questioned looking to him

"Yea." He answered sitting up from my bed and turning off his phone.

"Well I got lots of emails and some people want me to perform my song at a concert with many other small artists!" I sat up from the ground exited

"Congrats!" He spoke, I was about to do a little dance but Tommy had walked up to me and before I could figure out what he was gonna do he grabs my hand and looks me in the eyes.

"I'm really proud of you Y/n." He spoke pulling me into a hug. We've hugged before, but this time is felt a bit different. My heart was beating extremely fast, I knew I had feelings for him. But I didn't know these feelings were so strong.

I hugged him back staying in the moment.

Time Skip to one month

My alarm rang and I immediately sat up in bed, it was 6am. The concert was today. I didn't even have to be up early, the concert was at 8pm, but I was just so exited. I had flown here to LA 2 days ago, I had finally got used to the time change and was prepared for tonight.

I sat out of bed and quickly went to my luggage, picking up the outfit I was gonna wear.

^^^ if you don't like it, imagine a new one.

I didn't change into it yet, but I set it on my bed so I could remember what I was gonna wear tonight. I put on a casual outfit, and went out to eat.

I hadn't talked to Tommy in a few days, he has been busy with his stream stuff and I was practicing my song. Although I wish he could be here.

A/n

I don't think I added this, but y/n knows about Tommy's youtube channel and twitch already. 

Time Skip to concert

I was standing back stage, nervous. I was next to sing and the current performer was almost done with his song.

This morning I was extremely excited for this moment, now I didn't want to sing at all. I was scared.

I paced back and forth shaking my hands reassuring myself that I was gonna do great, nothings gonna go wrong. But I was interrupted by a tap on my shoulder.

"Y/n L/n, you are on now." The lady who tapped me spoke, I nodded grabbing my ukulele and making my way up to the stage.

My shoes hit the solid floor of the stage. I gripped onto my ukulele looking out to the audience. 9,000 people were sitting out there watching my every move.

I scanned through the audience, but one boy caught my eye. It was Tommy, he came. A smile grew onto his face as both our eyes locked with each other. I smiled too as he gave me a thumbs up.

I held onto my ukulele taking a deep breath and then I started playing

"I just don't see a whole lot of sun
And lately I just can't seem to have any fun
I look outside my window
It's so dark, I feel my eyes begin to close

Seasonal depression's
Got me sleeping off the days
And I've wasted all my time feeling grey
When the sun peeks out I sit outside
To bask in my tiny bit of the light
To warm, the cold that I feel inside

I'm locked up in here
With the rain coming down
Trying to fool myself
To lift up my frown
But a cup of tea and a nap
Don't solve my problems
I don't like LA
'Cept for tacos and Venice
But god, I would move
Get some rays and play tennis
And tell my lyft driver
To turn up the volume

Seasonal depression's
Got me sleeping off the days
And I've wasted all my time feeling grey
When the sun peeks out I sit outside
To bask in my tiny bit of the light
To warm, the cold that I feel inside

We're all just trying to get by
Searching desperately for bits of blue in the sky
Sometimes it's hard to wake on up
It takes more than loads of coffee in your cup

'Cause seasonal depression's
Got us sleeping off the days
And we've wasted all our time feeling grey
When the sun peeks out we sit outside
To bask in our tiny bit of the light
To warm, the cold that we feel inside"

A/n

Again, I know that this song is by mxmtoon. But in the fan fiction pretend it's written by y/n.

I stopped singing and looked around. It went from quiet to the whole crowd clapping. I did a mini bow and quickly walked off the stage smiling.

I immediately went to find Tommy. I ran through a crowd of people and as I slid through everyone standing in the audience, listening to the current performers, I was grabbed and pulled into a hug. At first I flinched, not knowing who was hugging me. But it was Tommy. I looked up to him and smiled hugging him back.

"You came!" I spoke happily

"Yes, yes I did." He chuckled patting my head and holding me close, "I could never miss my best friend's concert." 

My feelings for Tommy had grown to much, but I couldn't tell him. He probably doesn't even like me. He just thinks of me as his best friend.