𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ⁿᵃᵈᵉⁿ

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— nessa's pov
        i just stood there. i don't know why. i didn't know what to think. or how to react? i couldn't even move. i wasn't crying, i wasn't mad. i was just... there. is this how it feels to see the supposed 'love of your life' making out with some girl? i walked out without saying a word, jaden trailing behind me. i can hear josh yelling my name.

i could care less. i grabbed the car keys and threw them to jaden. as he unlocked the car i got in, seeing josh walk outside. j started the car and glanced at me. right as josh catched up we drove off, leaving him dumbfounded on the streets. i looked out the window, my mind racing.

was it my fault for leaving him alone drunk?
i could've prevented it if i stayed with him.
it probably wasn't intentional, right?
he still should've known what he was doing.
why didn't i say anything? what even happened?

the feeling of a warm hand against mine shook me out of my thoughts. i looked down to see j's hand locked with mine, rubbing his thumb up and down, like how josh used to. no, get him out of your head. i held his hand tighter, finding comfort in it. it was a silent ride, nothing being said.

— jaden's pov
        i pulled up in front of her house, not realizing our hands were still interlocked until she let go, the cold air hitting my palms. "you wanna come in for a while?" she asked me, i smiled and agreed. half of me knowing she needed a friend, the other half just wanting to stay with her in general.

love, y.
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