A Wish

Mistress

Lisa's Point of View

I let myself wonder somewhere, bringing me outside of the hotel, stepping in to the thick blanket of snow, I stopped

I shouldn't have done that, I have no guts to return and face her back to the company, I can't do that anymore

I can't help but to over think, what if she tells everyone what I did? Kai will kill me for sure, but that's better than living with a heavy heart

I take time to look at her room's window,

I hope you forgive me Jennie,

"Lisa...."  Surprised by the voice, I did not hesitate to look at her, she was holding her phone, I think I knew what's going to happen

"Jennie" Afraid to move, I let the distance remain between us,

"Is it true...K-kai, he has—" I cut her out, she was about to cry but she's fighting it

"Yes, a wife and son" she gasped silently, muffling her sobs using her hand,

"I take you away from him because of it, I-I don't want you to get hurt, I took a day with you Jennie, I want you to forget about him" I lowered my head, I don't want to see her reaction, it took a second before she spoke

"I am a mistress" she cried out, a sudden courage pushed me out of my bubble, brave enough to step closer and meet her halfway

"No, don't call yourself like that" hurt was visible in her face, tears were pooling out of her eyes, it's tearing me apart witnessing this kind of her state, it hurts me more

I went in, couldn't care on what she's going to do, the first thing that comes to my mind is to comfort her, embracing her body, transferring my warm to her's

"I-I'm here" regardless of being pulled out, I felt her arm slowly invading my back, passing the weight of her body on me

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Silence occupied us, but it was comfortable, yet heavy

The two of us stayed in a shelter because of the snow, she was with me, head on my shoulder as her breathing was not normal

"Lisa" A sniff came through, I hummed

"Help me remember all of this" She pulled her head out and face me, I gave her a look which I don't if I could

"Please Lisa" she hold my hand, how I wish we stayed like that forever

"You know I can't—" I stood up, fighting myself not to cry in front of her, she stopped me

"Lisa, just this once, listen to me" I saw how her tears stained her cheeks, she's making it hard for me, it's not that easy to tell her everything to the fact that she's not going to believe me, like the way she did when I told her some things back in the hospital

Her disgusted face, how she looked at me like I'm the dirtiest person alive, I don't want to witness those things again

"I love you Lisa, please, let me remember" She cry on to my chest, it felt bitter sweet knowing that she's going back to Kai tomorrow

"No" Letting all the tears to escape, my body felt empty as she pulled away

She took her phone out, leveling it to her face, making a video of herself

"You love Lisa, this is all I asked, you have to remember her, please—"

"Jennie" I tried catching her phone away but she just blocked my hand

"You went to snow festival with Lisa, y-you kissed her, she gave you a toy, s-she take you to chapel and get married with a gummy ring—" She continue to cry until I grab her phone and end the video

I shushed her by holding her body close, I whispered nothing but a distressed breathing

"Let's go back" I wiped her tears as she nods, too much thing happened in this day

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"Stay with me" she asked with her eyes betraying her,

"I will" I smile as I lay beside her, she finally closed her eyes as she grab my hand to know that I'm still here

"I love you Lisa" she weakly state, she used all of her energy just by crying nonstop, resulting of immediate sleep

"I love you too"

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It's about to end.