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5 O'clock
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𝓗𝓪𝓻𝓾𝓴𝓸 "𝓚𝓸𝓴𝓸" 𝓐𝓼𝓪𝓲
Trenton, NJ — 11:45 am |𝑀𝒾𝓂𝒾♥
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"Here, go take it." Messiah said throwing the pregnancy test on my bed.

I hope i'm not pregnant. What am I supposed to tell Kiko. I don't want to keep my rapist's baby.

"Thanks." I whispered as I walked in the bathroom I shared with Kiko.

"Please be negative." I whispered to myself with tears in my eyes. "Messiah can you come look for me cause I'm scared."

He covered his eyes and walked in the bathroom. "You dressed right?"

"Yea you good open your eyes and look for me." I told him.

"It says...two lines. That mean you pregnant?" He said and I immediately started crying harder.

"Don't tell nobody. I said in between sniffles. "Get out ima be good." I whispered.

"Okay but King coming up here soon cuz you taking the tour remember." He said and I nodded my head.

What if Kiko think I'm a whore? What if Luna kicks us out? Should I get an abortion? My baby not gonna have a dad. My thoughts were abrupted when I heard someone knocking on my door.

"Come in."

"Koko you ready to go? It take like a hour drive to get there." King asked me.

"Yea lemme go get my bag real quick." I said wiping my eyes.

I grabbed my bag and followed him downstairs and saw Messiah, Kiko, King and Luna sitting on the couch talking.

"Be safe. Everybody that's working down there knows that y'all coming." Luna said stopping us from walking out the door.

"Aii we gone be safe, we'll call you if issa problem." King said.

"Bye Koko be safe" Kiko said waving.

"Bye I'll be okay." I said waving back.

I'm scared...not even scared of the tour, I have a whole human inside me. What am I supposed to do?

"What music you wanna play?" King asked handing me his phone.

"You wanna listen to some throwbacks." I said smirking and playing Ex-Factor by Ms. Lauryn Hill.

"Whatchu know bout this lil twin." He said laughing and turning it up.

Tell me, who I have to be (I know what we gotta do)
To get some reciprocity
See, no one loves you more than me
And no one ever willNo matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't working (it ain't working, no), it ain't working
And when I try to walk away
You'd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy, this is crazy (oh, this is crazy, uh-huh)

"I keep letting you back in." I sang lowly with the song.

"Lil twin I know you got vocals you be singing loud in the shower if you don't show these hoes." He said smiling at me.

"No matter how I think we grow you always seem to let me know It ain't working, it ain't working, and when I try to walk away you'd hurt yourself to make me stay this is crazy, this is crazy." I sang with the song.

"Yeahhh Koko you sing good as fuck." He said smiling and recording me.

"Don't post that cuz ima cry if you do." I said frowning a little bit.