Idol's Love //J.Jk FF

Meeting Pt 14

'I Am Sorry Jungkook, but I can't'

Y/n's Pov

I saw how happy he was when he saw his drawing but the moment his eyes went up to the sticky note he smile dropped. I rejected him. I can't be selfish. I can't let army's hate him. I know how they think of him as their man( Oli London lmao) and write so maybe things about him. Some of my classmates, well I talk to them sometimes so maybe friends I guess, literally tell how she will marry him one day and all, and I don't want people like her to hate Jungkook just because he has a girlfriend.

"Why?" he asked me as I came out of my thoughts. His eyes were teary and I knew that I had to leave. I can't see him cry because soon I will start to cry too and I can't let that happen.

"Just because It's not gonna work. It's one-sided Jungkook. I could have answered you yesterday but I didn't because you told me to think about it but even after thinking for what seems like thousands of times I just can't say that I have feelings for you. But yeah, I won't let this affect our friendship tho. We can still be Besties like we were." I said as I looked at his face and he was trying hard to not burst out that moment. "I will go now, bye," I said as I took my bag and ran out of that park immediately and let my tears fall.

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I was about to enter my house when someone called me. The voice was familiar but I didn't know who is it. I wiped my tears and turned around and found a man in full black attire with a mask.

"Hi I am Jimin, Jungkook bandmate and I guess you already know me." For a moment my heart stopped beating and my mind couldn't process what was going on. Jimin from BTS came to meet ME.

"I actually need to talk to you. Can we go inside?" I nodded not being able to say anything. I opened the door and welcomed him. I told him to sit on the couch and went to the kitchen to grab a glass of water from him and came back. I gave him the glass and he mumbled a thank you.

"How do you know where I live?" I asked as he put the glass on the table and cleared his throat.

"Well, about that I was following you" he answered as if it's a normal thing. Seriously

"And why were you following me?"

"That's not important right now. What important is that why did you lie to him"

"Lie to who"

"Don't make it hard for both of us Y/n."

"Then why are you not getting to the point "

"Okay fine. I was followed you both from the first and not to mention I heard everything and saw everything. And why did you tell him that you don't have any feeling for him when clearly you have." he told it like I am an open book but I have to hide it.

"I don't"

" Then why were you crying?"

"I was not crying"

"Stop denying Y/n. We both know the truth and the only thing I want to know is why are you doing this. When one member is sad we all get sad together and instead of comforting Jungkook I came to you to hear your problems. He is probably still crying in the park and I am mad at you for doing this. We have our flight to Korea tomorrow so make let's make this quick okay." He said as I nodded gently looking down like a kid getting scolded by her parents.

"I do love him but I am doing this for a reason. As you know you guys have a lot of fans and many of the fangirls are toxic. They are crazily in love with y'all and want to marry you guys. I even have some classmates who are army's and want to marry Jungkook and others including you. People will start to leave the fandom and throw hate on Jungkook when they will get to know that he is in a relationship. For that reason, I did it for both of us." I said as some tears slipped from my eyes. Jimin was rubbing my back, trying to comfort and calm me but I was no near the calming zone.