Idol's Love //J.Jk FF

Sleepover Pt 18

It's been a day since I finished renovating my room. I drew some things here and there in my room then decorated them. Not only in my room but I did some small changes all over the house. I drew some designs on some of the vacant walls in the house. It'd was actually fun for me since I like drawing and that's what I did whenever I had even time until Jungkook came into my life.

After a lot of oiling and doing cute things he finally convinced me on having a sleepover at his place. I don't know why but I am thinking of telling him the truth. As Jimin said, we both have to fight for each other, for the sake of our love and this relationship. I thought of confessing my love in the same way as before which I used to reject him. Before it made him cry out of sadness and I hope this time he will smile and end up crying out of happiness as I don't want to be the only one crying. Lol, I am just kidding. I don't like seeing Jungkook crying. It like someone stabbed my heart to the deepest point.

I still have an hour left so I decided to roam out a bit. I wore my black sweater and jeans and put my hair in a bun. I took my backpack and phone and went out. His apartment was near the Han river which was a little far from my house. I started walking and went into a coffee shop and ordered a hot chocolate. I never really like coffee because of its bitterness and if I tell you my horrible experience with it you will surely get surprised.

Okay, so normal people drink coffee so that they are less sleepy but in my case when I drank it I got sleepy but I still tried to study for my exam the next day and you know what happened, I slept and realized it when I woke up late in the morning. Like why do these things only happen with me? From that day till now I never drank coffee.

I paid and took the cup of hot chocolate. It was quite cold outside today, colder than yesterday maybe because Christmas is coming and my birthday too. It was the same day as Christmas. After my dad died I never really celebrated it. I will always spend it like a normal day. I walked to the bus stop, got up, and went to sit on one of the seats while greeting the bus driver. I was staring outside while sipping on my hot drink and listening to songs. Winter Bear.

Soon I reached my destination and I went out of the bus while thanking the driver on the way. I walked in front of his complex apartment and called Jungkook and he picked up immediately. I was about to tell him but he beat me to it.

"You already here?" he asked and I could hear his ragged breathing.

"Yes, I am" I shorty answered

"Wait there I am coming," he said as he cut the call

Soon I saw a car coming on my way and stopped a little far away from my place. I was doubting that it can be Jungkook and soon it was cleared. My phone buzzed as I got a notification and I opened it.

Jungkook: "I am in the black car in front of you, come inside."

What the hell is he planning to do. I mumbled as I went to the car, opened the door, and got in. As soon as I got in I shot him with my first question.

"What the hell is this and what are you planning?"

"I will tell you everything but first squat down so they can't see you."

"Jungkook what the fu-"

"Just do as I say otherwise we are gonna be in trouble."

I sighed and did what he told me to do. I heard some sounds and then Jungkook talking to someone. I was in the same position until he told me to get up. I got up as he went out of the car and came to my side and opened the car door. I came down and realized we were in the parking lot.

"I will explain everything once we get inside," he said as I nodded and we both started walking to the elevator. Soon we were in front of his apartment door, as he opened it and we both got inside. He told me to sit on the couch as he went to the kitchen. He came back with a glass of water and gave it to me.

"You know when a stranger enters a big complex, that person needs to register on the diary and give information like which apartment number, what time and all. For that reason I did that," he said as I nodded understanding him now. I put the glass on the coffee table and turned fully towards him.

"It's okay, I understand, now quit that sad face of yours," I said hit his shoulder lightly with my shoulder. I want to tell him the main but I don't know when to tell. Should I just tell him now and enjoy the rest of the night a couple or should I just tell him later?

"Y/n, are you even listening to me?"

"Huh, umm sorry I was thinking about something.."

"Y/n, are you okay? You look pale" he said as he put his palm on my forehead checking if have a fever.

"I- I need to tell you something."

"Yes please tell me, you look as good as dead."

I turned around to my where I kept my backpack and opened it. I took out the gift and swiftly gave it to him. When I looked at his face he was shocked, well yea I know he didn't expect it.

"Open it please," I said but he sat there doing nothing but staring at the gift.

"Jungkook please" I pleaded with him and he started opening the wrapper. He again opened the backside of the canvas and took a deep breath. He turned it around and his eyes softened at the drawing. I drew us together. I imagined us together and drew it. I didn't want to copy any picture and wanted to express my feeling through it. He slowly dragged his eyes towards the sticky note at the top and closed with eyes letting out a shaky breath and that's when I started talking.

"I was a stupid bitch back then. I rejected you because I was scared that army's will hate you for dating me. I do you love you but I was afraid people will leave the fandom and do bad things to you. That day Jimin came to my house and talked to me and I am glad he did because otherwise, I would have never done this well I would have never had this much courage to do this. He told me that if I really love you then I will fight for our love and that's what I will do. I am sorry for hurting you, I really am. I have more to say but I don't what to say."

I didn't know I was crying until I sniffed a little loudly. Love does make you emotional I guess. I put my hands over my face and tried to calm down when two bid arms wrapped around me.

"Don't worry I understand you" he said as I nodded not being able to say anything.

We were still hugging each other, not wanting to let go and that's the moment he said those words which I have been craving.

"I love you Y/n "

"I love you too Jungkook " I replied not hesitating once.