What happened after my death? Sure, I saw my sister do weird stuff, but what about the rest? Like what happened when everybody else found out? What did my friends do? My parents? Chan?
It has been six years since my death now. There's no calendars in the nowhere, but as you already know, I can move. I am moving around in my house, and not only my house. The whole city, no, the whole world is available to me. So I can see what day it is, what year it is. It is six years and two months after I died.
When my sister left, she went to the party. I knew that without finding it out myself, it was obvious. That was her chance to "use my heart to socialize", crazy bitch. Still, I decided to follow her. I figured out that it really is pretty cool neither to be seen nor heard. She of course washed her hands and changed her clothes after her murder-session, no one was supposed to suspect her. So she drove to Jisung's house, since that's where the party was being held. When she arrived, nothing seemed strange or uncommon. She just arrived, went to the others and said hello. As if nothing had happened. I wondered if no one would notice that I wasn't there. But then I saw Chan's face. He glanced over to Bella from time to time being somewhat nervous. Of course he was tense. He knew what Bella had threatened to do.
"Where's Sage?", someone asked.
It was Minho, Jisung's best friend. He looked around obviously trying to find me.
"Yeah, didn't she want to come as well?", I remember Jeongin to reply.
He looked at Bella, then at Chan.
"I bet she's still doing her nails.", Bella's evil smile returned and lied into everyone's face.
But Jeongin didn't believe her faked expression. He knew something was up.
"Chan, where's Sage?"
Jeongin started to become uncomfortable.
"I don't know.", but Chan was clearly tensed.
"You were with her, right?", Jisung now asked Chan.
But Chan only nodded, another word didn't come out his mouth.
"Guys, who cares? She'll be fine, duh."
Of course my sister had to say that. She wasn't feeling guilty at all.
"So do you know where she is?", it was Chan.
Maybe that was the moment Chan could finally release all his anger towards Bella.
"What ever."
She laughed. Quietly, but devilishly. She wasn't able to read the looks on everybody's faces.
"It's dark outside, I'll go look for her.", Minho got up having Jisung, Jeongin, Chan and all the other guys join him.
"Guys, seriously? I said I'm sure she's fine."
"You said who cares, and we do.", Jeongin threw her a mistrusting look.
Jeongin wasn't a person like that, he was always a nice guy that smiled a lot. I had never seen him like that before. So deeply furious against somebody.
I was in fact flustered that my friends were so worried about me, it felt like they smelled my sister's lies. Yet it was even more hurtful to know that it was only a question of time until they would find my bloody body laying on the couch. Dead. Again I followed them, although I honestly wasn't ready for their reactions. When Chan opened the door to my apartment, it was all predictable. I saw him break down to his knees only seconds after entering.
