How does it feel?

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       After Mandy dragged Lou into the crowd of dolls, it turned out that many of them need help. And somehow, it turned out that all these dolls are friends of Moxy and Mandy. Moxy's team literally planned every minute of how and where Lou would help them (well, of course, Lou planned everything , and the dolls, in turn, simply argued each and every in their favor)

       When Lou returned home, he couldn't sleep. It would seem a common thing, but he still had a lot of thoughts, even more than before. And all of them had to be pondered, dealt with. And at the pace of Uglyville's life, this is difficult to do ...

       And so, he thinks, staring uneasily at the ceiling. He can't even close my eyes. Is he worried? This cannot be. He'll do just fine. Of course he can handle it!

       But...

        There are too many unfinished business left. Of course, he will proceed with them... Only if there is a plan for tomorrow, then there is no plan on how to resolve the issue with Alan and Tara.

        And how and what to tell them.

        And Ox.

       Lou didn't hate Alan, even though he had already twice tried to either ditch him or emberess him in the eyes of other dolls. Lou remembered how he was the same once. So he wanted to... Help? Help Alan. With what?  To stop being a psychopath obsessed with revenge for his first friend? Sounds silly. But because of him, Alan had no friends at all. And support. Just like he did after The Gauntlet.

        This is probably why he didn't tell anyone about how he almost beat everyone in the mechanisms yesterday .

         Thoughts are thoughts, but you need to act. To fix this situation somehow. And how - a question, of course an interesting one.

        And Ox... Despite the fact that they made up with Ox and seemed to work out everything, Lou still felt guilty. Yes, Ox wanted to leave. But Lou could have thought of something more ingenious than just sending him to the furnace. And not that he regretted his decision. In his recent past, abandoning Ox was far from his last mistake. In addition, he just decided not to regret the past anymore a couple of hours ago . No, this is not the reason at all. The reason is that he wanted to understand.

        Understand what he had to say.

        Since Lou has began to think about others besides himself, his life has become much more difficult. His head hurts from this. He even felt sorry for Mandy, who, apparently, had thought about others and tried to help everyone all her life. But her head probably didn't hurt, because from the very beginning she did it out of sincere motives. And Lou started doing it only now. And, probably, his head ached from this —  it was necessary to make up for lost time, but thoughts had nowhere to go. And a lot of them have accumulated during all the time that Lou preferred not to think about anyone but himself.

         But he felt with all his essence that he was changing. It gave hope.

        The hope that his fate can be changed.

         Although, it seems , he already knows very well that he can change his fate. Apparently, unfinished business did not allow him to be completely confident in himself, his actions and his future...