Tw: anxiety, therapy, and panick attack (remember I love you and if you are struggling please don't struggle in silence <3)
Healing.
It can be hard for people, George especially.
"Dream it's all my fault, I left her while she was dying."
"George don't say that please, you know it's not true, you know she loved you. In fact, I don't know anyone that couldn't love you."
George's stomach flipped once.
"Thank you Dream, it means a lot."
"No problem. But please George, try and see a therapist Ben if it's for one visit."
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" George"
"George wake up."
"Huh"
George suddenly jolted awake. He had fallen asleep in therapy the medications had been put on was messing him up.
"Like I was saying George, you need to learn to cope, I know it's hard but your anxiety is not gonna get any better of if you don't learn how to somewhat deal with it."
"Um ok thank you, but it's 2:30 and I am planning to talk with Dream in 10 minuets I really have to leave thank you though."
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"And so then she just went in creative and,"
"George"
"Uh oh yes?"
"I was telling a story and you drifted off again please tell me what's wrong."
"Dream I don't know how to explain it. I feel like I just can't function knowing I could've helped her."
"George listen, I love you so much and it pains me to know that you don't realize that you couldn't have done anything, even if you did live with her you guys probably wouldn't have caught it. So please stop blaming yourself."
"Ok Dream thank you it means a lot."
"Anytime Georgie, anytime."
"Wh what?"
George was suddenly pushed down into a dark whole filled with only thoughts of self hate and darkness. It felt like an elephant of guilt was sitting on his chest and he couldn't breath properly, he started to hyperventilate and sob."
"GEORGE"
That voice.
The voice that seemed so familiar.
The voice of his brain knowing that George loved them. George loved that voice.
"George please, talk to me, are you ok?"
Suddenly George's breathing started turning back to normal and his cries lessened.
"George"
"Dream"
"George I think you were having a panic attack are you ok please tell me that"
Suddenly Dream was interrupted by a sentence that made his own heart start racing.
"Dream, I love you."
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Chapter four done this one is bad but I wanted to get something out to y'all bc I love y'all <3
Pls remember to try to eat and drink something and ily <3
-mads (she her)
