Ch:14 My Angel

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I just want to go outsideeeee.

See the sun rise.

It's hard being trapped between four cement colored walls. Is this how a CBI officer lives?

Gray symbolizes boredom, seriousness and the lack of passion. Just looking at the walls makes me question my existence-

It's a constant reminder of pain, like being trapped in a jail cell and seems to slowly drain my enthusiasm.

I resist the urge to punch the wall. If I broke my wrist, I'd just make it harder for everyone. 

I look at Tara and see that she's asleep. She had been reading a book minutes ago and now her head tilted sideways is steadily sloping towards the ground. On instinct, I get up and make my way towards her. I stop a few inches short just to admire her. An angel, she is. Trying her best to make the world a better place for others, never doing things for herself but constantly sacrificing her little dreams for everyone.

I bend down and look at her sleeping face. She is not perfect. Then again, no one is. Her copper-brown skin and arched eyebrows, her long eyelashes, button nose. I sigh. She deserved a lot more. She gently readjusts her posture and my eyes linger on her left ear. There's a healed cut on her ear, barely visible. A perfect imperfection. Her hair is braided and as usual wisps of hair come out. She is definitely an angel...

I remember her crying the other day. Her tired black eyes, dull and swimming with tears. Her red nose sniffled as she sobbed. Her entire body was quivering.

I suddenly feel a strong emotion filling me with the need to protect Tara. I hear Tara stir and gently tug the book out of her hands. I support her head and move her into a comfortable position. I find myself promising that I'd never let anything happen to her. Never. I'll protect her. My torn, broken angel.

I promise, Tyler. I will protect her till the end. I will be there for her. I promise.

I take a look at the book and look at the page Tara was reading. The original print has been scratched out. There's messy handwriting and something, seems like a poem.

"The flames dance,

In the dark night sky.

Breaking my trance,

Catching my eye.

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My fingers burn,

The pain denied.

For heat I yearn.

I step inside.

--

The warmth around,

It's an elixir I obtain.

My strength I've found.

I'll rise, powerful again."

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Playing with fire? Seems like the angel might actually have hints of a Devil in her as well. 

I chuckle. I close the book and set it down.

 Sleep well, Tara.

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