" We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone "
You're having a bad day ,
(okay , bad would be an understatement)
You just had the worst day of your life !
Nothing makes sense anymore.
" What am I even chasing ? "
You question yourself , silently scream it at the world ;
waiting for answers.
Answers,
that cease to exist.
So you do what you do best.
Close your eyes , crank up the volume ,
And get lost in the music ;
In the moment.
Enter Gary lightbody 's vocals :
" If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world? "
The year is 2006 ,
You are five and unstoppable.
Nobody can dictate what you're supposed to do ;
You carelessly dance to your own tunes ,
Oblivious.
Yes, oblivious
" I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough"
Oblivious of all that's happening with the world ,
Oblivious of the complexities no one warned you about.
" If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life "
At this very moment you feel alive ,
You are busy happily fussing away with that plastic doll.
(something prolly you're never gonna pick up again)
At this very moment you feel real ,
You are surrounded by the people you love ;
and who love you back ,
selflessly.
" Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own "
Don't get me wrong here ,
I'm not someone who clings onto the past for reassurance ;
I have a better life now .
But sometimes,
Just sometimes ,
When reality gets too hard to digest ,
I-
(music cuts through)
" If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life "
- let go of the reins ,
And rewind.
" All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all "
So you see,
that's my little secret.
" If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world ? "
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Purba's Mixtape
PoetryIs it only me ? Or does ' music save your mortal soul ' ? ;) If yes , then here's my mixtape for you.