Dear heart, why him?

Why me?

Zoe's P.O.V

I woke up, I woke up of the nightmare I just had, the same nightmare that happened to me 7 days ago. It's replaying, damn, it's replaying once again.

I hold all of the tears back. I looked at the clock and it read 6:37. Too early but cool. 

I did my every day routine, but, for some reason I felt as if today was going to be special. 

Clothes = (media)

I put my hair in a messy bun and by the time I added my eyeliner, eyeshadow,lipstick and mascara it was 7:00, woah preety quick that was, so I thought I'd add a big brown bow which matches my eye colour.

Ella knocked my door and I opened it as fast as I could. She was wearing her coca cola pajamas and her jaw dropped open when she saw me ready.

"Why you up so early Zozoboo?" She said yawning and rubbing her eyes like a child.

"I feel that today is going to be special!!!"I kinda squeal, but I regret it now,I feel embarrased.

"Seriously?Its 7:20! Oh I know, you are going to meet you're true love today!!!" She jumped huging me.

"Oh please." I groaned,rolling my eyes at her.

"Now go and get changed silly!" I commanded.

"Kay then mother." She teased.

"Kay then mother." I imitated her in a silly tone. 

"Zoe is feeling like she's on top of the world with someone's love, dadadad dum dum dadadum" She sang making me furious.

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy? Ugghhhh, BUT I love that song !

I went to the kitchen and saw Mrs Roachel *Clears her throat mentally* Mom in the kitchen.

"Good morning" I smiled.

"Good morning, what do you want for breakfast love?" She asked, no has ever been so nice to me.

"I'll just take yogurt from the fridge."I smiled.

"You sure that's going to be enough?" She asked.

I laughed a bit then pursed my liups together so that I'd stop, "Yes , mom , don't worry!" 

She laughed and I went to the couch texting Jess and Rea.

"Heyyaa, I wonder who IS you're true love." She teased.

"I wonder when you gonna shut up!" I snapped back.

"Chill chill!" she laughed siting next me.

"So why are you so excited about a boring school day  hun?" She asked looking at me in a serious way.

"I really don't know, I felt like, today is going to be AMAZINGGGGG" I sang laughing in the end as she shaked her head.

"Can I tell you something?" She asked half smiling.

"El, I am your sister, you don't need to be scared." I smiled reassuring her.

"I..I like Ryder." She blurted out.

I wanted to laugh so hard omg! RYDER?! Okay I'll admit it, He is hot and attractive, and he called ME a hottie once, but that line- has been with so many girls that I don't even understand when he actually means it.

"He called you a hottie?!" She said in shock.

"Shit.Did I say that out loud?" I asked bitting my bottom lip.