I entered the school, different today, hair half shaved and I dyed it dark brown. New phone and new headphones matching my galaxy vans and my top which came just above my belly button and black ripped shorts. The music was loud but not too loud, I had to make sure I could hear anyone calling me or anything . "cause darling I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream" I sang along blank space when someone called my name , and this surely wasn't coming from one of my close friends. I looked back and there she was,the school's populest and nicest girl smiling at me. You might have never heard of that before,because other popular girls got so much attitude,and they are such a show offs. I walked up to her and hugged her.She is skylnn.She was with some other popular girls who compeletly blanked me. B*****s. Uh and there he walked in, Dexter. Okay I have to admit he looks hotter than ever. Gosh , dammit , what am I saying ? I wonder where Jes el and rea are. Okay I see rea flirting with Axel right there,I don't wanna disturb them, might just tease her afterwards.
Dexter's P.O.V
It's actually fun sitting next to Zoe,I never thought she was like this. Or maybe she changed , recently..but the thing is she doesn't like me,she doesn't throw herself to me like other girls,I am going to change that,and very soon,she won't even know how it all happened. No,don't get me wrong I don't like that hottie,but getting some more fame won't harm will it?
*lunchtime*
“So how you going to do this?"
Axel asked like he has no clue.
“Seriously? That's the worst thing you could ask me."“Well it's not my fault that I never hanged out with you, you're the one who is trying to use me right now just to get Zoe" he sighed blurting everything out. Fine that was true but so what if it was? It ain't a crime.
“I've had enough I'm telling everything to Zoe.” He said giving shivers to my back spine.
“pfft. Bulshit, do what you want, then also watch what happens to you, Gaylord" I snapped and went out of the cafteria. No this can't happen, dammit.Axel's p.o.v
I don't care what Dexter will do to me because I love Zoe and I have to protect her no matter what, Dexter just wants to get in her pants. But again I don't want to tell Zoe because it's going to be alot for her to take in after what she's been through last week, but how will I do this all by myself, I have to be close friends with Zoe, and very quick, before Dexter makes her fall in love with him, he's a god in that kinda shit,then what? Break their heart to thousand of pieces. But I have to be there for Zoe no matter what!
I saw Zoe heading towards my direction crying, I hate seeing her like that but what happened and why is she coming to me, we don't even talk that often.
“Why me? What did I ever do to you?" She sobbed. I held both of her arms leading to the back of the cafteria ,where nobody ever goes.
“Zoe, what happened and why are you crying?" I asked rubbing her right arm to calm her down but my attempt was failing.My cheeks were boiling hot and my heart racing every milisecond. She looked so innoncent and my heart just melted, was this Dexter, but then why did she ask me, "Why me"..
I cupped her face, my thumbs touching her cheeks ever so soft. She finally looked up at me and I could see that cold, angry, upset shade at the back of her eyes.
"It's alright, nobody is here, just tell me what happened." I whispered.
"Please stop this. I dunno who to believe anymore, I've had enough, i'm not a toy i'm not a puppet I am not anything you can play with." She said coming closer to me and crying in my chest. My top was getting wet, but I didn't mind.
"Zoe, will you please just tell me what has happened ba-" Crap, I hope she didn't hear that because I was just going to call her my "babe".
"D-d-dexter." She finally took her words out ever so carefully. She held me tight and Jesus, I, just couldn't keep this in anymore. Her movements, the innoncence in her eyes, her soft effective words, I can't handle this no more.
"That bastard again? I should have really told you what happened at lunch ti-" My words were slipping out of my mouth without me even realising it, no, I cannot tell her just yet.
"T-t-tell me what?" She asked looking back up at me as I slowly let go of her face.
"Tell me what happened to you first."
"He told me, that you want to, use me,which means, make me love you, so that you can break my heart." She said looking down and suddenly flinched as I moved closer to her.
"That is not true and you do know that.." I puzzled.
"What you mean? So you never said anything about wanting to break my heart? Use me, yes I mean get into my pants? So what is this? A whole rotation device where Dexter, the liar tells me something, and there is you who tells me a compelete different story? I haven't got enough time to play this with anyone?! I am a human just like you, I should be treated the same way you would like to be treated like! I am a human just like you." She blurted as the words registered in my brain.
I was getting angry at those words she just shooted at me, concluding that Dexter and me were the ones who were eventually trying to "use her". But I understood her, how she felt, I reached and held her hand in mine tight and squeezed it softly.
"Now, let me tell you the real stor-"
"I am sorry I- I shouted at you, I am just really really sorry I... I've had enough." I let her finish,and when she was I gave her a reassurring look.
"Don't worry, I understand you" I said "Today lunchtime, Dexter told me to talk to him at lunchtime, and so I did, he told me, that he wants you to throw herself to him like every other girl,and he said he'll do that very soon, without you even knowing,you'll fall in love with him.. I thought it was bullshit, so I asked how you going to do this.. but him, lord, he got so angry at me that I even stopped trying to get more info, to protect you- I mean to help you.. he also added, that don't get me wrong, I don't like that hottie, but some more fame won't harm will it...and that is everything that happened..." I explained, altough I think that this wasn't the right time to tell her, if I didn't she'd think I made this up.
She hugged me tight and whispered "You are the best-est friend on earth.Thank you."
For her, all I was, was a best friend. For me, she was my life, since the first day, but maybe, I'll never get to confess this to her, maybe she'll never be mine..but as long as, she is happy..I am happy.
A/N: That is it, the starting of the intersting bit is set off, and the next chapter.... well you'll find it out when I get 75 votes :) Thank you so much, luv ya loads - QB
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