Eunoia {Midoriya x black (fem) reader}

ups and downs

(A/N: I'm back!! This will be a short chapter but I promise the next one will be longer)

Aoyama decided to wait till you were by yourself in your room before approaching you. You were lost in thought, you seemed confused and stressed.

"Bonjour, mon ami" he snuck up behind you startling you

"shit! oh, its just you.. what's up?"

"you know Midoriya's worried right?"

"if your here to nag me then go away-" You pushed him out, then reached for the doorknob to shut it, but he stopped you before you can close it all the way.

"you like him." he didn't even ask, he phrased it as if it were a fact.

"What?-- No!- I don't-- why do you people keep asking me this?!" You were becoming angrier by the minute. 

"We can see the way you act--"

"Stop!" you were seething, "I barely even understand my OWN feelings, so who are YOU to tell me who I like or not! you people are constantly  analyzing every little thing I do with him and interpret it as something more!" There was something in that shout, a pain behind it. Aoyama watched. He watched your eyes. Then he knew. The anger was nothing but a shield for pain, like a cornered soldier randomly throwing out grenades, scared for his life, lonely, desperate. "You guys constantly nag me trying to make me tell you shit. what's going on with me and freckles is, frankly, none of your business. So if you'll excuse me-"

"y/n--" 

"No. your gonna listen to me cause I'm not gonna repeat myself, got it?" He gave a shaky nod, "I will talk to Freckles, but, I'm going to do that when I'm READY, understand? Good." Before he could respond, you slammed the door in his face. 

You hear Aoyama starting to head back towards the class.

There was another knock on the door. "FUCK! DIDNT I TELL YOU TO-"

"its your brother dumbass"  Bakugou growled behind the door.

"oh, you can come in I guess..." He enters your room and notices you laying on your side facing the wall. He approaches your bed and takes a seat beside you. When you felt the dip of your bed, you turned over.

"I'm not good with the emotional shit, what's wrong with you"

You scoffed at him "like I'm telling you"

"shut the fuck up I already heard most of what you said to glitter fuck."

"so you were stalking?"

"YOU WERE SCREAMING"

"DONT FUCKING YELL AT ME YOU BITCH"

There was an awkward silence till you hear Bakugou take a deep breath before speaking again.

"what ever... i heard-- shit- id hate to admit it but... Deku is way to fucking nice for his own good so what ever he di-"

"he didn't do anything." you sighed

"then what the fuck has you so worked up!"

"I'm not sure, alright!" You could feel your fight-or-flight reaction kick in, raising your heart rate and filling you with adrenaline. You attempted to calm yourself down with controlled breathing, but it didn't work "I'm not sure what it is about him that makes me feel this way... I'm not sure how, but I feel— fuck, I feel..."

"overwhelmed?"

"yeah... Overwhelmed," you said, digging your nails into the palm of your hands.

"Y/n... are you scared?" 

"Scared? I'm not sure why I'd be afraid of him."

"Not of Deku, you idiot," he says simply, staring you down, "but of love," he claims, "you're afraid of being vulnerable."

"why would I be scared of love you absolute dumbass I've been in relationships before,"

"I know that dumb ass, you just never seemed like you actually cared for any of them."

You felt dumb

He was correct; you never truly loved the people you were in a previous relationship with. You just didn't want to say no, so you stayed with them.

'Do I like him?' Then it dawned on you

"Oh my gosh, you're kidding me," you laughed, hiding your face with your hands.

"what??" Bakugou growls at you,

"I've been pissed off that people have kept asking me if I liked him, but they've been correct all along!"

(A/N: SORRY FOR TAKING 3 MONTHS TO UPDATE, I had school finals and right after I had been in vacation for a whole month and completely forgot I've been writing a story LMFAO, ill try to be more active, it might be a little harder since I'm getting major writers block and have no ideas on what to do. Thanks for reading!)