"the weather seemed darker,
even when the stars were shining
brighter,
even when the sun was in the sky
with the birds flying high.
i can't find the light."
︎♡︎
i closed the door and walked into the warm room. the sun was still shining outside with snow falling down, creating unusual atmosphere at the beginning of april. i placed the books i was holding in my arms on the counter and disappeared between the shelves. surrounded by books, lots of unknown stories and neverending fantasies - that's when i really felt alive.
my first steps led me to the shelf with romance. i always took one cliche romantic story to read because these kind of books are the best when you want to take a break from the cruel reality. 'the notebook' was the first one that took my attention. i had wanted to read it for a really long time and now i finally found it. i smiled for myself, i was able to find out what was so fantastic about this book.
i turned around to look for some detective and fantasy stories. i had a whole hour to search for something to read for this month, even though i knew i will visit this building again tomorrow. when i was satisfied with the number of books i had chosen, i sat at the table in the corner of the room where i could quietly enjoy reading.
every single day was the same and i had no sense of living without aim.
