That One Wish [Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction] on hold

chapter 1; that wish - EDITED =)

OK so, hi there! This is a fan fiction that I actually dreamed the first half of lol. So then when I realised that I should do something, I decided to slip out of my little state I've been living in I like to call my small case of an..."Existential crisis"

Pretty much I'm questioning whether my life has any meaning, purpose or value. And I need to do something to make my life memorable.

Yup

Any who, I'm back now and hopefully won't be going through that again cause if I do I'll be laying on the floor replaying my meaning-less life and meaning-less moments that I have, for some reason, decided to live....

So if you have made it this far hopefully we can be friends and you'll stick with reading this =)

THINGS ABOUT THIS F.F.

*THIS WILL BE A LONG FAN FIC WITH A SEQUEL

*yup that's it so far....

Here we goo!

'_'----Lottie----'_'

I grabbed my keys and headed to the back room. "Later Maggie, ill see you tomorrow."

"Mm Kay don't be late, we will pretty busy and Rachel is in America." Her soft British accent rang through the room.

"Oh, why is she there, anything happen to her family? I remember her telling me about her mum getting cancer, does it have something to do with that?" I turned on my heels to face her, a bit worried. Rach is one of the sweetest girls you could ever meet. Everyday she would call her mum to see how things are doing with the cancer, then she would go down to the kids centre and help dyslexic kids learn to read. Truly an amazing friend to.

Maggie looked at me with worried eyes. "Yeah, the cancer is spreading and she needed some time with her mum in New York, but she said she would check in with us." I took a quick sip of my tea and grabbed my bag.

" Well poo, keep me posted k? see you later, gotta get home, Uncle Si has some surprise for me. I think by this point of watching over me he should know i hate surprises" I rolled my eyes.

" Oh that's right! Happy 17 Birthday!" she gave me a quick hug, and i gave my thanks and walked out into the streets of England.

For me my birthdays not that grate of a day. On my birthday my mum and dad were in a plane crash on there way back home for my 14th birth day. Uncle Si was there to take care of me so i now live with him, but he is usually on work trips making millions by the minute so I'm mostly home alone. I mean I love what he does and all but I miss hanging out with him, and i hate being alone at home.

My name is Charlotte. I'm 17, today's my birthday too. Yes, Yes thee Simon Cowell is my uncle and has been my guardian since I was 14. I work at Starbucks and go to a grammar school in London.

I took out my keys and put them in the ignition of the car and left out of the parking lot. I drove a pink mini cooper. (pic on side) It was my 16 birthday present from Uncle Si. After that i cant imagine what I get this year. When I was 15 he got me a horse named Scarlett, who we keep in our country home. I love how he always tries to make me forget about the tragedy that happened on my birthday, but that will never happen.

I pulled into the cemetery lot, parked and grabbed the flowers sitting in the passenger seat. I cringed at the sight of my dad's and mum's graves. So cold and abandoned.

A single tear fell down my eye as i set down the flowers that i always bring to them on my birthday. There bodies were never found, they searched the ocean the plane crashed in but they never found them, or many others. I had always hoped that they were still out there somewhere, but i knew that that was completely unrealistic.

"Hey Mum and dad. I brought you these, I know that there your favourite mum. It's my 17th birthday." I say running out of subjects to talk about.

" I miss you guys, Its been 3 years and every day I miss you more than the last. I wish I could be with you too one last time at least. Mum I want to hear your wonderful laugh that rang through the room and Dad ill always miss your jokes. They were never that funny but that's what made them funny." More tears started to fall on there grave as I continued on.

"Uncle Si has a surprise for me at home. I don't have a clue what it is, but I never do with him. I have to go home though, I'll be back next week. I love and miss you both." And with that I drove home.

We, me and uncle Si, live on a hill top isolated from the news reporters.

He liked it like that. He makes sure that I'm not around the paparazzi, he is worried that bad things would be said about me or something like that. That's why I never get to meet any famous people. I love him and all, but he has been shielding me from the outside world for too long. No one i know knows that i'm Simon Cowells niece let alone that i live with him besides our maid, Maria.

I pulled up in the drive way and got out of the car grabbing my belongings.

" I'm home." i yell through the abandoned house. Where is he? Where's Maria? I wondered as I skipped to the kitchen only to reveal presents, a very, very large cake I cant eat by myself, and a note with writing on it laid beside the pink and white cake in the middle of the island counter. I swooped my finger across the pink frosting and brought it up to my lips. It was by far the best frosting I've ever tasted.

I picked up the note and read the neat handwriting.

Dear Lottie,

I'm terribly sorry but i had business i had to take care of in Australia. I left some cake and presents

for you. Oh and happy birthday darling. I have a few friends to watch over you while I'm gone which may be for about

six months or seven. I'll call you every week to check in with you.

I love you, Uncle Si

P.S.

The guys will be with you until i get back. love you!

Guys? Boys? he's leaving me with guys that i don't know? wow what a day. i thought as i started to open up my first gift. I ripped it open and laughed as i saw what was inside. A white One Direction onesie with pink lettering on it sat before me. I opened the next one and saw stack of magazines that haven't been published yet with the new posters of the 1D photo shoot that I've been dying to have. And Last but not least i opened a bag to reveal two boxes with 'TOMS' written on the top of each. I mentally screamed as i opened them to see two pairs of sparkly TOM's one white and one pink. God i love TOM's.

I opened the drawer next to the sink and grabbed candles and a lighter, and set them out by the cake putting 17 in and lighting them.

"Happy birth day to me.

Happy birth day to me.

Happy birthday to Lottie,

Happy birth day to me"

I sang and I closed my eyes and wished for the one thing thing that i wanted the most.

"I wish I wasn't alone for my birthday, or any day." And i blew out all the candles.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE!"

WHAT. THE. FLACK.

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