Cafè bell ~Karlnap~

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I'm not sure how to TW this- so it's(kinda) sad, it talks about terrible thoughts about themselves, and there's some hair pulling(I don't know if it needed to be said but here it is)

~3rd person unless I say otherwise~

Karl's heart is beating faster then dreams speed runs 

Karl is sitting to his knees to his chest and his head lowered 

He is sitting on the side of the door that connects his room and a hallway

Karl Jacobs was sobbing his eyes out, and for what reason you ask? 

Well let me take you on a little rollercoaster...

~flashbacks are in italic~ 

It had been months after Karl and Nick became official, they were very happy with each other, like they were soulmates. Nick always respected Karl's boundaries with certain things, they would always get caught in the moment but Karl would stop what they were doing. Nick never tried to push Karl like he used too and Karl liked that...

Karl and Nick were on a date, Nick and Karl were at an amusement park that was new to town

Karl was in the restroom that was a few yards away and Nick was holding both of their ice cream cones, Karl had just gotten a normal vanilla while Nick got a strawberry shortcake 

Karl had walked out of the bathroom with a heartbreaking sight...

Nick is bent over kissing a short skinny girl, she look to have long curly brown hair, just like Karl. But Karl didn't have much time to focus on what the girl Nick was kissing looked like 

Karl ran away subbing while he heard the slight yell of his name from his lover

"Karl!" He heard Nick yell, but yet Karl still ran 

He ran to his house where he knew it would be safe 

He's legs aching as he stopped at his door to open it, he could barely put the key inside the door from his bleary eyes 

He gets it open and slams it shut while locking it, but Karl had forgotten that Nick and Karl have keys to each other's houses 

Karl reached his room, or at least he believes, and shuts the door 

He slowly slides down the door while bringing his knees to his chest and his head down 

Karl would move his hands either to around his legs or pulling his hair 

He felt so dumb for believing that things would change...

Why him, what did he do?..

'Why would Nick ever like me?' 

'I mean I'm so fat while that g-girl was so pretty and skinny'

'And she's a she and I'm just a he...'

'No one could ever love me'

'I'm so ugly...why do I even try to find love, it just goes and stabs me in the back'

Karl yells out a sob of pain 

He's so sick and tired of love

Nothing good happens when the word love gets thrown around 

~Now with Nick. Nicks POV~

This girl, who kind of reminded me of Karl, walked up to me and pulled my shirt down to her level. Before I could do anything she kissed me