{Ash}
Hello dear..my unforgettable bully.. how are you? Do you miss me like I miss you? Did you love me the way I loved you? I have countless things I want to say to you but it's time I try to move on from this I started to love myself once more just like I started doing when I was with you I still remember how I wanted to be by your side I still remember the butterflies I fell for you pretty hard I remember how I wanted to change but I didn't know where to start so you help me by giving me advice.. I remember the times you were there for me...God how I remember my cheeks growing warm from hearing you say my name..I had felt pain once you said goodbye and I cried I tried reaching out to you to see what I have done wrong I tried writing a song in one of those moments..I wrote everything I wanted to say everything I once felt but two month ago I had realized no matter how much I wait how much I wish for you to come back you arent coming back.. I wish nothing but happiness on you that you find the person who makes you happy that makes you feel special sure I can do all that or I did all that but I know that there is someone out there that can make you happier than I ever could..I know that they will be able to persuade you to stop taking those drugs that are so bad for your health and make you open up I know they will tell you to sleep and you will listen to them because they are going to make you want to change not only for yourself but as well as for your relationship I understand now we weren't meant to be I understand that no matter what I would have said I wasn't the one for you thats alright because I learn alot from being with you I learn that not everyone is the same that there will be people out there who will understand you and be there for you I took you advice, you words and now I am trying to grow for myself instead of others this time.. I will remember those precious times I am very grateful to you.. Thank you my unforgettable bully.
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Hey everyone!
I hope you all have an amazing day and have ate. Make sure to get some rest.
Okay I gotta go now. Things are getting busy again.
