Toga's Diary

Chapter 2 - part 2

The knocking became rapid. Toga got up and ran to the bathroom, scrambling to change and transform and change the clothes back. I locked the door, figuring that was probably what Koda would do. It was Eraser trying to beat the door down, Toga was scared to shit. Walking out cautiously, Neito covered by saying he'd had a pet bunny named Himiko, that he'd nicknamed Himi' that Koda had found after she'd gotten outside. Eraser apologised for scaring 'me' and left. Toga could tell he was still suspicious, but he left us alone. I closed the door again.

"You really are a big softie, aren't you Neito? Big soft asshole." Toga giggled.

He pouted, which made her laugh. After about an hour of laughing and games, Neito left for his dorm, and the blonde grabbed her diary and continued her entry.

Nearly got caught, if it wasn't for Neito, I neither would've come close to being caught, nor got away. But, I'm glad he's alive and well, hopefully I'll never have to battle him, because no matter my connection, I won't be able to hold back in that mindset. Same as every villain. We get into a mindset before a battle or as we're going into one where we don't think about who we attack unless we have a romantic relationship, whether returned by that person or not, we will hurt them. My only hope is that I won't hurt him in battle. He's the only biological family I have left now since 'mother' and 'father' disowned me, but Neito... was and still is... different to them... he's like I was before I became villain. I was only trying to solve my own pain, but it causes others pain. I think he realised that today. I want to catch up with Ochaco again as myself and not in this form. I really do rather myself to other forms. I will transform back permanetly soon until I get another lot of blood. I have about two hours before I have to leave and go back to base. It's about an hour and a half until curfew. Neito was here for about two hours while we pet bunnies and talked and I revealed myself. I cannot wait to get back and report to shiggy. He will be pleased with my progress. We're taking blood slowly from Koda, so he doesn't die, but so that we still get a constant supply. I'm also scared that if I get caught, they'll question me about why I haven't attacked Izuku. Well, my crush changed. I love Ochaco now, but a kind of love that isn't born of my quirk, just a natural crush this time. I don't want to hurt her, or take blood. She's just perfect in every way. I just want to be her, and for her to be mine.

I have to go now, 

bye bye diary!

She closed the precious book and packed her things ready to leave, walking into the bathroom. Toga was just about ready to leave when Ochaco walks in through the door silently and grabs the book sitting on the bed. 

Ochaco Pov.

Koda didn't keep a diary. She flipped to the latest page and read through it. She went bright pink, but wondered what Himiko had in common with Monoma..? Were they siblings? She skimmed through a few pages, and found her answer. They were indeed.  She heard muttering in the bathroom. Walking over Ochaco heard Himiko talking to herself.

"Ugh. Should I just be an LOV. traitor and tell UA? Who am I kidding? They'll never trust me... "

Wait... what..? Toga... Himiko Toga... wanted to be a traitor for the benefit of UA?

"Only thing is... I don't want... Kurogiri or... Dabi left behind... How d-do I ch-choose? Th-they're l-like fa-family to m-me..." Ochaco heard crying, and silently and instinctively went in and hugged her.

Himiko was shocked but didn't look around to see she just curled up with Ochaco and cried. Ochaco was shocked that a villain could break down like this, but then again, they're human. To be perfectly honest with herself, she had a crush on Himiko. This was making her heart tear apart to hear her crying, It really hurt. She tried to calm the blond girl down, which worked. Himiko looked up at her, with still a few tears on her face. Shocked that it was Ochaco she hid her face with her jacket. Ochaco giggled. She also went slightly pinker than usual. Himiko once again looked up and went beet red when she saw Ochaco blushing at her. It was an adorable moment. 

Toga Pov.

Toga decided in those moments that there was nothing she could do about Kurogiri, but she'd try to persuade Dabi at least to try to be a semi-hero, or just a business man or something that wasn't a villain for even just a few days. There was no possible way with Shigaraki to get him anywhere near becoming anything that wasn't a villain. But Toga just wanted to be a hero in this moment. Maybe a blood donation hero. She'd talk to a professional later, but right now she just wanted to cuddle... and for it to all be over... so that she could be a hero...

(A/N)

Hey Readers,

Sorry for the short-ish chapter today. Just really wanted part 2 out and this seemed good..? Dunno. Let me know in the comments what you thought of this part 2 please? 

Thanks! Bye!