i still fall for you everyday

Major Heartbreak

22nd February 2015, We were happily talking up to this day. She said she wanna tell me something and I ask what. This what she told me "you know im with hady right now, i do feel bad when i talk back with you behind him. if i were to be him, i will be really mad when i find out my gf talks to other guys behind my back. i think it is best for us to stop talking but ayy when you feel that you need someone to talk with, you can talk to me. i am always here for you. there is no need for you to be shy saying hi when you saw me at school or anywhere. yeah, it sucks but i will pray for you & your family happiness & safety. i do care about you." I was happy when I finally got to talk to her back but then, I was completely back to being broken. What a life. Today 23 February 2015 at about 7.44 in the morning, she said "gdmorning shahril, i have read your wattpad & that shed me to tears.. i really have no words left said, you know the truth right... that i still cant get over you but maybe you wont know that i will get bsck with you. Have a great day buddy & see you! Today was the last day I have ever talked to her and man I wish it wasnt. Moving on is hard for me cause why would it be easy to move on from someone you love deeply and that you have been giving your all just for that one person.