Mad as a Hatter

To Be Mad

They say she's back, Alice is back. Its been 12 years since she's been here and since then life has gone to hell. wonderland changed thanks to the bloody red queen, the white queen was over thrown.

Me? O i am me and being me i see everything i am everywhere yet i am always in one place. they say im as mad as a hatter but thats been taken by the hatter himself.

To be as mad as a hatter is a hard thing but yet easy all you have to do is slowly lose your common sense and your mind also maybe have a few contacts with toxic gasses.

There was one before alice, strange fellow that but i guess we are all strange in some form. his name was lewis and he told me once that he was going to write about wonderland but he didn't know how he was going to do it.

I told him about alice and that he should write about a young girl venturing into the wonderland and the things seen through her eyes. Lewis left one day excited to right his story but he never did return after woods

i wonder if he is still alive cause in the real world im pretty sure thats what they call it they die. lewis was the one who explained death to me. it was and interesting lesson. when you die you stop living its like your asleep but dont move or do anything and can never be woken up.

if alice has returned i wonder why. i thought that all humans once they reach the age of fourteen they stop believing in the impossible. alice is the Savior sure sure if she is the Savior she wouldn't have left.

Hatter hasn't been the same since the red queen took over wonderland. i think that he's forgotten me cause ive been in this dormant stage for a long time. i dont think anyone remembers me and its all because of her the red queen

she did this to me she made everyone forget, she realized who i was and saw me as a thret even though i dont hurt those who are Innocent. but well the red queen is hardly Innocent she is evil. and her favorite saying off with there head as if the victim wasnt an actual person.

i remember when i thought up her it was like i poured all my hatred into the colour red as if the red owned all the hatred thus creating the red queen. every person, thing and animal in wonderland was made up from my emotions but the one im the most sorry about creating was the mad hatter he didnt deserve the emotions i gave him. he got a bit of each feeling, he is me but a  version that is lost in what to know and think

im the one that made him mad

but its not entirely my fault as i am mad myself.

I am the one who created this madness