Unexpected Love [Black Veil Brides story]

Chapter 3

Lyla's POV
I felt so happy I was going on the road with BVB!! Omg this is going to be awesome. I would have a week to have all my thing to gather said Ash then we were off to New York for the start of Vans Warp tour (you know what's funny I got tickets to wrapped this year haha). I was so excited I had like 10 bags of clothes and 2 bags of food in case I get hungry on the way I was wearing my favorite outfit. I re-dyed my hair as well it looks great I'm so happy with the way it came out. Ashley came to pick me up around 3 his first words were "so which bag are you taking" I laughed "umm all of them I have a lot of clothes sorry" we loaded my bags up and drove to the tour bus. "Oh fuck we only have 5 beds oh well were figure it out when the guys get here" we waited 15 minutes for the rest of the band. When they showed up ash said "ok we have a problem Lyla has nowhere to sleep so who's willing to give up there bed for her?" It was quite until Andy spoke up "why don't you give her your bed Ash" he asked jokely "because I have a bad back" he said with a smile on his face "omg she can have my bed you guys are assholes by the way" Jake said laughing I smiled a little at how sweet he was being. We started on the road Andy was in the kitchen cooking meatloaf (my favorite) me Ashley, Jinxx, Jake, and CC were sitting on the coach watching a movie it was grown ups we were at the part with the rope swing when Jake grabbed my hand and held it no one noticed I was glad for that because I was blushing really badly I was so happy. Andy came in a few minutes later and Jake let go of my hand so fast he pulled my fingers it stung a little. We were all sitting around eating when CC spoke up " hey Andy your not the youngest now it's Lyla and ash your not the only girl how do you guys feel?" Andy and Ashley's faces went bright red because they were pissed I heard Andy say "shut the hell up CC you are such an ass" then it was Ashley "yeah CC shut the fuck up your being an asshole" and with that Andy and Ashley got up and left. I ran after Ashley and Andy to make sure they were ok when I caught up with them I coulde tell how upset CC made them. I walked up to them slowly "you guys ok?" I asked I guess I scared them because they jumped when they turned I saw how upset they were I felt horrible I almost cried I guess Ashley saw me so he walked over quickly and hugged me "it's ok Lyla were fine just a little pissed please don't cry" it took me a little bit to stop crying but when I did I realized it was Jake holding me now I don't know when he switched spots with Ashley but he did I looked around and saw the hole band was around me. "What happened?" I asked "you had a panic attack" "yeah Ashley didn't know what to do so Andy came to get us and Ash and Jake switched spots" I was a little confused but I knew I'd have one sooner or later I guess it was sooner "um... Guys next time I have an panic attack just give me space and bring me water it happens all the time I have anxiety ok you guys good" they just nodded and we got back on the bus (we were at a rest stop by the way). Everyone was tired so we went to sleep me in jakes bed and him on the couch I felt kind of bad but he said it was ok he didn't really sleep in his bed much anyone. I fell asleep around 2 am I know that's weird but it happens after I have a panic attack so I'm use to it. I woke up to the sound of andy singing while he made bacon and eggs. I don't really eat breakfest but I was already kind of off with a bad start so I woke up a throw on some cloths and walked throwing the bus to the kitchen and saw andy leaning over the stove I looked at him and said "hey Andy where's the rest of the band?" I guess I scared him because he jumped and then he turned around "oh um sorry guess I'm not use to a girl that didn't sleep with Ash come out of the back of the bus" "umm ok so where are the guys I need to talk to all of you guys together" he looked at me with worry in his eyes but he told me "there with the driver its on the left of the entrance" I followed what Andy said. I found it pretty easy and when I walked in they all turned around. I guess Ash saw how upset I was he ran over to me and hugged me "what's wrong Lyla are you okay you seem upset here let's sit down" we sat down a the dining table and then Andy came in with breakfast we ate in silence until Jinxx spoke up "so what do you have to tell us love?" Everyone went silent they put down there forks and looked at me I started getting unconfrontable I had to tell them the truth about me so here it go's "um guys I have to tell you all something it's about me so please just listen" I paused then continued "ok um I have a lot of medical problems one I have anxiety which you kinda found out yesterday but there's more I have chronic depression, bipolar dissorder, OCD, ADHD, and a lot more but I forgot the names so do you guys still want me here?" It took them a minute to process everything then they spoke "hey man we don't care you can't help that it's the way you were born" Ash said "yea it's cool why do you Think you have to tell us we don't care" what Jake said made me smile and blush and guess who noticed "why are you blushing Lyla? Do you have a crush on Jakey?" I froze I didn't know what to say I did like Jake but I didn't want to tell the guys what if they didn't want me after I told them. "Um no he to old sorry Jake but your not my type." A sympthey of ohms went around the table I saw the hurt in jakes eyes and it broke my heart I felt horrible but I couldn't say the truth I was to scared so I just pushed it out of my thoughts and we finished are breakfest in silence.