I have to kill him

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                                                                              Illumi's P.O.V

     I have to kill him, there is no choice. I should not feel so opposed to ending his life, why do I not want to kill him? Was kil right? No, he was not. I should stop letting 'feelings' get in the way of my work. I do not like Hisoka and I will complete my task. I was having an internal battle with myself as I walked through the halls of the mansion. 

     "Ring ring ringgg" someone is calling me, I wonder who. I fish my phone out of my pocket, as I see the name I freeze.

     "Hello baby~ I was wondering if my lil ilu was free today~♥️" No. Yes? This is the perfect opportunity to kill him. 

     "Yes, I am. Why do you ask?" I say struggling to keep my voice monotone.

     "Can I come over? I'm quite bored you see.~♥️" Hisoka used a sing-songy voice. 

     "Of course, is 4:00pm good?"

     "Mhm~♥️"

     "Ok. Wonderful."

     "Cant wait to see you kitten~♥️" I end the call feeling empty. I don't feel pain. I don't feel joy. I don't feel anything.

                                                         Time skip~it's now 4:25pm

     He's late. *chuckles* I can't be surprised, he's always late no matter what. My thoughts where interrupted from Hisoka appearing through my window.

     "Hay ilu~ Sorry I'm late~♥️ He is using his normal voice but for some reason I feel......weird?

     "Good afternoon Hisoka." Am I having second thoughts about killing him? Why do I not want to kill him? This is no time to question, I have a job to get done. I pull out my Needles and put it against his throat pinning him to the wall. 

     "I already know you where hired to kill me~♦️"

     "What? How? Why did you come then?" I loosen my grip ever so slightly.

     "You never say yes to me coming over so it was quite obvious something was up~♦️"

     "That still does not answer why you came."

     "It would be an honor to be killed by you ilu~♥️"

     "What?" I loosen my grip ever so slightly.

     "It was fun knowing you. I'll miss you ilu.♥️"

     "Hisoka." I mumble as I move my pin away from his neck. He...... is thinking about not having me in his life when I'm about to kill him? I'll miss him too, but I have to do this. Father will be disappointed. My thoughts where interrupted by Hisoka's lips on mine. I don't push him away but I don't kiss back.

     "Might as well get to kiss you before I die~ I love you Illumi.♥️" I don't know how to react.  I just stand there, my arms at my side. I drop the pin that was supposed to be used to kill him. Hisoka starts to caress my face, I lean in to the small touch.

     "If you want I can kill my self.♥️" This was not his usual tone, this was more comforting.

     "Don't." What am I saying. Hisoka hugs me tight.

     "How cute.♥️" He kisses my head gently. I nuzzle up closer to him, wrapping my arms around him. Why am I reacting like this, I was supposed to kill him. He scoops me up into his arms and puts me on my bed. He then wraps a warm blanket around me and kisses my head.

     "I will be back in a sec~♥️" I node wondering where he is going. He leave's out my room door, but returns in a few minutes with two mugs. He hands me one and said it's hot coco.

     "If you want we can fake my death so your father doesn't get mad.♥️"

      "no." I say almost inaudible.

    "Ok.♥️"  We stay in silence the rest of the day.

                                                        Time skip~ it's now 10:30pm

     Some how by 10:30 we were both under a blanket cuddling. Hisoka was peppering small kisses on my face. We soon fall asleep in each other's arms. 

     God damn this chapter was written poorly! School is NOT nice! :( and on top of that writers block, art block, and skat block (idk if that's a thing but it is now :p and yes I skateboard) and a block of literally every thing I enjoy doing. So sorry this chapter was a lil late (and just absolute shit).                   Anyways~ 708 words

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