Do you ever feel
Like he doesn't care?
That you have a love
He doesn't share?
Do you ever feel
Like falling apart?
You slit your wrists,
You cut your arms
Because he doesn't listen,
He never does!
And why should he?
You're just a pesky little bug
That won't fly away,
It's annoying to him
But you want to stay
Because he makes you feel special,
He makes you feel good.
They tell you to run away
And you know that you should
Because he's bad for your health,
And he's no walk in the park.
When you look in his eyes,
You see light where there is only dark.
And you like that,
You like it a lot.
It's the idea of danger
That won't let you stop.
You torture yourself,
You know he can't feel
Yet you continue to love him
Why can't you see what's real?
I've tried to stop you,
So many times.
You never listen,
He's only a crime
That you commit over and over again
Until you're worn out.
Every time he lies,
You scream and you shout
Because you know the truth!
You know the drill.
He'll repeat the same words
Until you spill
What you're really feeling.
And now you feel dumb
Because you let him pry,
You let him come
Into your life
Without a single glance back.
You knew this would happen,
You ignored that fact.
Now you're wishing
That it could all be undone,
But it's too late for that.
He's having fun
Toying with your heart,
Playing with your mind,
He's made your eyes
Go unkind.
Your soul is black,
Your mind is empty.
You don't shine anymore,
Your heart is heavy.
And you wonder,
"Where did it go wrong?"
While sitting alone
Listening to sad love songs.
YOU ARE READING
Poetry For Him.
PoetryA collection of poems about a boy who probably hates me. Poems written by me, please give credit if you use them anywhere(: Also, poems not written by me are credited.