Poetry For Him.

Lovely Earthquake

Pain and happiness

Is such a strange mix.

A feeling of love and hate

I simply cannot quit.

He pushes, I pull,

It's not a mutual feeling.

He laughs, I cry,

But I choose to keep dealing

With all of this stress,

And for what?

Unrequited love?

I fall to the floor

And he's standing above me

With a stupid grin

That he won't wipe away.

He wants me to go

But I continue to stay

Because I have feelings

That I just can't help.

I'm falling for him and he can't tell

Because he's stupid, he's blind,

But he's so appealing.

I try to hide it

But it's my heart he's stealing

And he doesn't even know.

He doesn't see it

Because I won't let it show.

What do I do?

I'm completely torn.

If I tell him, he'll leave,

But if I don't, I'll continue to be worn

Out and totally lost.

I'm so tired

And he's the cause.

I can't give him up,

I just simply can't.

For heaven's sake,

He's got me on a rant.

He's so amazing

But I need to remind myself;

He's like a cigarette,

Addicting and very bad for your health.

I must quit now

For I fear heartbreak

But I'm completely stuck

In this lovely earthquake.