Forget.

Chapter Two

Alex's Point Of View 

        The hardest part of the boys leaving was finding out the person you have always been in love with loves you back. The day i found out Luke was leaving was the same day I found out he loved me back, and the same day i found out that i would never see him again, in person.

        Now until the end of my life is all about forgetting. Forgetting those 15 years or more of my life that consist of the new nations favorite people. I couldnt think about all the fun times we had together because that just reminded me about the day they left. 

        Michael had just beaten the level on some random xbox video game he had been playing over the past few years. He had called me at 2am to inform me about the number of zombies he killed and how long he stayed alive.

        Calum had told me about the scholarship and all the free stuff he was offered from football and that if the band went nowhere then he could fall back on that stuff and play pro football for Brazil. He decided to give it all up for the band instead though after his visit to Brazil.

        Ashton had just met me, he seemed like a nice lad and he was really sweet. When we met he shook my hand and said he would like to get to know me better if he had the chance. He also gave me one of his band t-shirts and insisted that i listened to them from now on.

        Luke of course told me that they had made a great deal with One Direction that was life changing. He also told me how he had felt, how i had felt. I wish he had told me sooner. Luke also decided upon staying with me and quitting the band but i couldnt let him drain away his dreams for me that would haunt me forever.

        I keep replaying the day over and over again even though i kept telling myself to forget. It just seems that every time i tell myself to forget, i remember even more. My phone started ringing and all of my thoughts were banished from my mind

        "Hello" I said answering the phone not checking the called ID as usual "Hey Alex its Ashton Irwin" i nodded "Oh hey" "Yeah i wanted to call you because i dont know and mainly because Luke keeps talking about you, like for example i went to go eat some pizza and he said 'Thats Alex's favorite kind of pizza' its been like that all week what do we do?" 

        I smiled "Im not sure, wait have i been like that too?" i thought back to the last week "Yeah, yeah i have" Ashton laughed a bit "So i suppose you dont know how to fix him?" i shrugged "No i have no idea, just tell him to call me in an hour because im working and i really have to get off the phone"

        "Alright, bye Alex" "Bye Ashton" I said realizing that just as soon as i forgot, it all came back again. I never thought about losing my best friends, i mean i knew that would most likely be the case once they started the weekend tour but i never was fully ready to lose them.

        Luke told me he would be visiting me soon but never showed up, never told me he wasnt coming. Matter of fact he never called or texted me back he just full on ignored me. I thought it was us against the world, i never knew a bit fo separation would change anything.

        6 Weeks Later

        "Hey Alex" i smiled "Hi Luke, How've you been?" I asked suddenly "Ive been good, i miss you" i walked over the the sofa in my sitting room and sat down. "I miss you too Luke" "I still love you" i stood still for a moment before answering.

        My heart was racing at the fact that nobody told Luke about the new man in my life. "Uh..uhm...sorry" he said after a bit "No, its okay i mean i still love you too Luke but i mean everything has changed since you've been gone. I cant sit around and wait for you forever Luke, i had to move on"

        I was waiting in a long silence for Luke to reply. I felt like i was being a bit harsh as i said that last sentence but the words just fell from my lips. I was still so angry at Luke for leaving me and not talking to me forever, he could have at least called more than once a week.

        "Oh" I heard him sigh over the phone "Aye mate, we're still best friends though" "Forever and always, too infinity and beyond" Luke said reciting the small saying we made up as kids. "So who is it?" he asked "Who is what?" he sighed again  "Your uh....uhm boyfriend" he said the word boyfriend so quickly like it hurt him to say the nine letter word "Oh yeah him, its......"

        A/N

I have to explain a few things before you guys get bored and stop reading because of how quick the chapters are going like the *years later* things 
Im making things go quickly in the first few chapters on purpose so just hang in there it will get better i swear! 
The whole story is mainly about how Alex forgets about Luke but he doesnt forget her, and you guys need a bit of background knowledge so yeah....

Also, this was a supper short chapter and thats only because a lot of sad stuff has happened this week. I wll try and update soon if people actually read this story.