If looks can kill, all my enemies would be dead. Looks like I....
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I live in Sasuke's house. I live in Sasuke's house. I live in Sasuke's house. No matter how much I say it. I live in Sasuke's house. I don't want to. Well I should be grateful- and I am- but it's so awkward. Itachi is the head of the Uchiha company, which means he has some influence, which means I go back to school. The problem is Gaara. Gaara. He could rat out that I go to school and Minato can file a report saying that I was kidnapped even though he illegally kicked me out. Or do something worse. But like I said, Itachi is head of the Uchiha company, which means he has influence. Especially in law enforcement. It was a Tuesday. I have been living with the Uchiha's for 6 days. And I go to school this morning. I still don't have a phone yet but I still keep in touch with Ino and Shikamaru through Sasuke's phone. Shikamaru, Temari, and Ino were going to pick up Sasuke and I. It was 7:54 am. We waited for them to pull up in the drive way. It was quiet.
"Naruto." Sasuke said. He and I haven't talked much ever since I lived here.
"Yeah?" I questioned. "When we're at school, stick with me." He replied.
"Why?" I asked a bit too harshly. "No need to get worked up. It's just so I can protect you. Because I l-love you." He said the last sentence more like a whisper. "I know you do." I replied. I was surprised that he stuttered. Never once had I heard him stutter. He looked at me with a shocked face.
"You don't remember? When you interrupted Itachi and I's date." I smiled. "Hn." He looked away. Hoping that I didn't see his slightly pink cheeks. But I did. "Do you,...D-do you like me?" The Uchiha asked still not facing me. "Yeah I do, ya' know. I think. I was with Itachi to forget about you. Look where that got me." I sighed. I looked up in the sky. It was cold. It was October 2. Fall. My favorite time of the year.
"Go out with me." The raven said. It sounded like a question than an statement. "No." I bluntly said. "Hn." He replied with annoyance and sadness in his voice. "Don't take it the wrong way, ya' know. I just need time. I need time for myself. I'm not in a good mindset. I don't want to hurt yo-"
"I don't care if you hurt me. Hurt me all you want. Just be with me. I'll try-and will- help you. If you need time for yourself then I won't be so clingy. Please just....just love me." Sasuke looked me in the eye. His pale cheeks were replaced with pink ones. He looked like a lovesick high school girl confessing to her crush.
"Sasuke I-" I was interrupted by a car beeping. Very loudly. Thank you lord!
I turned around and saw Temari, Shikamaru, and Ino in Temari's car. The windows were rolled down. Temari drove, Shikamaru was in the passenger seat, and Ino was in the back. "How long are you going to stand there? I need to get to school! Remember I don't go to your school!" Temari yelled making Shikamaru wince. When Temari saw this she just pouted.
"Sorry I didn't mean it like that. What a drag." He muttered. Which Temari replied with a "whatever."
"Sorry!" I yelled rushing to the back. I feel like Ino knew what happened a few minutes ago. Why you ask? Because she quickly went in the middle of Sasuke and I. Or she just really missed me. Or she doesn't want Sasuke with me. Or she likes Sasuke. Or- you know what, nevermind. You understand.
Temari quickly drove- really fast- us to school. I always wondered how does she pay all those speed tickets.
"Shit." I said a bit too loud. "What's wrong?" Ino asked. "Nothing" I lied.
"Naruto, talk to me. I'll let it go, for now. See ya' later." She waved goodbye and went to her best friend, Sakura. Sakura. That's who I'm worried about. She likes Sasuke. Sasuke likes me. Sakura is crazy. The only person she let date Sasuke was Gaara. Why? Because Gaara is scary. Sakura is also smart. She can figure out that Sasuke likes me. Before Sasuke was hiding it so no one knew, but now Sasuke won't be hiding it as much.
Oh shit.I went to the principal's office. Tsunade. My grandma. She did not like me- well not as much as she did for Ino, Deidara, and Gaara- she loved them more. More than me.
Every step I took felt heavy. She probably has questions as of why I left. Surely she knows what happened to me? If she did, would she care?
I knocked on her door. A "come in" was heard. "Granny-Tsunade! Hi!" I hugged her. She hugged back. She was tense. "Stop calling me that you brat." She pulled out of the hug.
My siblings call her that. She replies with, "Aw. Isn't that cute! You know I'm your grandma!" and pinches their cheeks.
"Here's your schedule." She gives me a torn up piece of paper. It was written up. Not printed. Written. And torn.
"Sorry I didn't want to turn in the printer and I have no paper." She said drinking her bottle of "juice". Even though she said that, she has a pile of printer paper behind her and the printer was on.
I smiled. "It's fine, ya' know!"
Same excuse like always.
'Didn't want to do this' 'didn't want to do that'.
I looked at the small torn up piece of paper that was the size of my palm:Math (8:25-9:20): Asuma
Science (9:25-10:20): Kurenai
Break (10:20-10:30)
Math Table (means you need help in math) (10:35-11:10) Iruka
Physical Education (11:25-12:20) Guy
History (1:15- 2:10) Anko
Lunch (2:10-2:30)
English (2:35-3:40) Kakashi
"It's the same from before." I quietly said. "Yup!" She said gulping more of her "juice". "Thanks" I said walking towards the door.
"Naruto, I know what happened between you and your dad. I know you tried to end your life. Next time you do it, do it at a forest or something. Just make sure no one is near." She explained. I looked at her.
I smiled.
"Will do." I answered.
"Also, I know your dad has hurt you in the past. You deserve it. You kill people around you."
"I know. I know" I walked out. I killed those I loved. I don't want to date Sasuke for that reason. I'll kill him. Somehow I will.
I've killed my mom.
I've killed the Uchihas.
I've killed my Grandpa.
I've killed myself.
I've killed a random guy.
I don't want to kill Sasuke. No. Not ever.
As I walked to Math, I bumped into My worst enemy. Gaara. Oh Gaara. Why you?
"Watch where yo- Naruto? What the hell are you doing here?"
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If looks can kill
FanfictionI changed the title. It was originally 'My Mask.' ⚠️Trigger warning: Mentions of Self H@rming and Suic1de⚠️