If looks can kill, all my enemies would be dead.
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As I walked up to my study room, I felt my eye gloss. My vision was getting blurry.
I quickly, but quietly, closed the door and slid down. I covered my mouth to avoid any loud sobs.
The tears that were held in my eyes felt cold. As it fell down, my tears were warm.
'Fascinating.'
My sobs were quiet due to the fact my palm was over my mouth. Though If you listen closely you could hear them from the other side of the door.
It took all my strength to get up and sit in the furthest corner in the room. I felt my body tremble in the cold room.
'He doesn't love me anymore.
He loves Sasuke.
When did they make up.
Wasn't I nicer than Sasuke?
Maybe I'm not good enough.
I should let them be happy.
But I want to be happy.
But I'm happy with seeing Sasuke showing more emotions.'
I cried more.
'I can't be crying. I'm an Uchiha.'
I wiped off the tears on my face and turned on the lights.
As I opened my work computer, even though I don't actually need to work, I got a text message. I sighed and checked the message.
Deidara: Heya r u buay
Itachi: No.
Deidara: U TPE SO MESN LIKE
Itachi: Oh. I didn't notice.
Deidara: Maybe itt he periods thidgd
Itachi: You have very bad spelling.
Deidara: Butr u cah udersang me!
Itachi: Good point. I do understand you.
Deidara: Do you want to hang?? Itd bedn a whoile
Itachi: Sure. I need to keep my mind off things.
Deidara: Pick me uip tho my dsad is not lettinf me use MY OWN cwwr!
Itachi: Oh? Why?
Deidara: cuz mt dad thinks ima bringd naruto bak.
Itachi: I'll be there.
Deidara: TANK YOU MY SAVIOIR!
I smiled at the text.
I walked down stairs to see Naruto and Sasuke cleaning up in the kitchen. They were playfully playing with the dish soap. I cleared my throat. They quickly turned around.
"We weren't doing anything!" Naruto spoke up. Sasuke hesitantly nodded.
I rolled my eyes playfully. I gave a small smile. "I'm going to Deidara's, we have to do something.When I come back, this house better be clean and you guys should be in bed. 10:30 is your time limit." I ordered. Sasuke nodded.
"Come on! 10:30 is too early! Plus it's like 9. How about 1?" Naruto whined.
I rolled my eyes. "12. Thats final, you guys have school tomorrow." Naruto smiled and nodded. I waved goodbye and left.
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If looks can kill
FanfictionI changed the title. It was originally 'My Mask.' ⚠️Trigger warning: Mentions of Self H@rming and Suic1de⚠️