If looks can kill, all my enemies would be dead. Looks like I....
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It's been a few weeks since Sasuke and I have been together. I'm glad that Itachi wasn't heartbroken about it. Turns out he lost feelings and started dating my brother! I think. I hope.
I feel happy. Gaara and Sakura haven't been much of a problem. Usually we'd ignore them if we past one another. They do the same. It almost feels too good to be true.
I just hope those words don't jinx me.
Sasuke and I were very close. We were inseparable. We both either slept in my room or his. We don't 'fight' as much. Yes he calls me idiot and I call him bastard but its like a pet name. The farthest we've done is a heavy make-out session. I never realized how much a bottom Sasuke is until now.
I don't mind. He's so adorable! Like how sometime he hides his blush with his hands. Or when he gets mad he's red and pouts. Or how he gets jealous when I don't pay attention to him. And don't get me started when he tries to make me jealous. It's the cutest thing ever! Or how flustered he gets when a moan escapes his mouth.
We were walking to our spot hand-and-hand during break. We saw our small yet big group. I smiled. I felt happy. I didn't feel like offing myself as much.
I didn't feel like hurting myself. My friends. Sasuke. They helped me. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry in joy. I'm happy I'm not some mentally unstable person.
I sat down with my back against a tree. I patted my legs for Sasuke to sit down on.
He did. But before, his checks were painted a few shades red. He hesitatingly sat. As soon as he did, I slid my arms around his thin waist. I snuggled into the crock of his neck, talking up to sweet aroma he had. I loved it.
Of course Sasuke being Sasuke, he flinched but soon nuzzled his cheek with mine. "What a drag. Public affection." Shikamaru rolled his eyes as he laid on the bench.
"Aw! Look how adorable that is!" Ino cooed. Hinata nodded. "Y-yea it's c-cute!"
"Naruto is such a man!" Lee yelled as he pumped his fist in the air with thick tears falling down his cheeks.
"Yeah it is pretty cute. But what's cuter is this potato chip bag!" Choji said as he licked his lips and hungrily opened the bag. I chuckled.
"Thanks you guys!" I smiled.
"Hn."
We talked about god knows what until the bell rang. As we were about to walk to our classes, Sakura was in front of us. She cleared her throat. "Can I talk to you, Hinata?" She asked looking at the ground.
"I- I um.... oh ok then." Hinata said in a sweet yet hesitant tone.
They walked a few steps. They were out of hearing reach. "What does she want?" Sasuke asked. I could hear his angry frown in his voice. I shrugged. "We can stop her before she can do anything so its fine." Shikamaru yawned.
Hinata came back with a smile. "W-we should go. Or else we'll b-be late." She said as she headed to her class.
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3rd POV
________As Naruto leaned onto Sasuke's car-waiting for him-, he saw Hinata and Sakura walking home together. They looked like they were having fun. He stared at them.
'What's Hinata thinking? Are they cool? Does she not remember what Sakura do?' These thoughts ran in his head
He was lost in thought until a pair of lean arms hugged him. The blonde looked down to see Sasuke stuffing his face in his chest.
"What's wrong?" Sasuke said, it easy muffled due to the fact that he was not letting go, nor moving. "I don't know. I feel like Sakura is planning something. I mean look at her, why is she suddenly hanging with Hinata. What if she's trying to...." Naruto trailed off but Sasuke understood.
"I understand how you feel. But understand that Sakura once liked Hinata. I think. But if she is trying to make me fall for her, it won't work, I already- I- well- I like you I guess." Sasuke said, still stuffing his face in Naruto's chest. Naruto knew that Sasuke easily became flustered when he tried to tell him his feelings.
Naruto smiled and placed a hand on Sasuke's hair, ruffling it. Sasuke looked up, he looked like a tomato more than a human. Sasuke gave a small smile.
"Come on let's go." Sasuke softly said. Naruto nodded.
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As they drove, they saw the two girls. Sakura and Hinata. It looked like Hinata just walked Sakura home. The boys glanced at each other and nodded. Sasuke drove in front of Hinata. He rolled down the window as Naruto leaned over towards Sasuke's side. "Hey Hinata!" Naruto greeted. "H-hi!" She greeted back. "Want a ride?" Sasuke asked. Hinata nodded and opened the back door.It was quiet until Naruto spoke up. "So you and Sakura... you two are...together?"
"I'm sorry Naruto. I-I love you as a brother of course, but I also love Sakura. W-we are....I'm sorry." She said looking down. Naruto nodded and gave a light laugh.
"Don't worry about. Who am I to feel you who to love. I mean I did fall for the guy who used to throw punches to me."
Sasuke's eyebrow twitched in annoyance. "I said I'm sorry." Sasuke said. "I know I know."
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Sakuras POV
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I closed the door in my room, ignoring the calls of my... birthgiver. Oh how do annoying today was. I had to convince Hinata I....I love her. Ew. Who in the right mind would like the same gender? Of course I would never say that out loud, Gaara would kill me.I just need to get closer to the rest of her friends and Sasuke will be mine... no. He won't. He loves Naruto. As long as. Naruto lives, he will be Sasuke's. I need to get rid of him. But how..... Oh. I just got an idea. Oh how this will be fun!
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ФанфикI changed the title. It was originally 'My Mask.' ⚠️Trigger warning: Mentions of Self H@rming and Suic1de⚠️