3 years of pain

943 28 0
                                    

3 years later

My birthday just passed it was on September 18.

A/n that is my real bday 😭✌️
And cams is September 8

I just turned 20 and so did cameron.
Since that day I left....i ignored cameron, but now I was going back with my mom and brother who was now 14 wow....i can't wait to see him.
My dad was actually good with me but one time he was drunk and hurt me....but once that happened he stopped drinking for good.

I said good bye to my dad and got to the plane.
5 hours later I made it to California..... I missed you.
When I turn around I see Erik and my mom and I run to both of them.
"Oh my gosh erik....your 14 wow and very good looking, your not breaking anyone's hearts are you HUH"
"No shut up jazmine.... I miss you so much"
"Me too erik ugh i am never going to leave again"
Then I went to my mom.
"Mommy I missed you so much"
"Me to I am so sorry I let you leave...but forget the past here we are lets go home"

But I couldn't forget the past, It kept coming back.
I looked at the stop where me and Cameron said goodbye.

Where is cameron?.

We made it back to the condo I lived in and couldn't wait to see cameron. I run up the stairs and then go the the house with number 308 but something stops me... my mom.
"J-Jazmine.....they moved a year ago"
"What"
"Yup....after you left a year before....cameron got a little out of place and went to the hospital and he went through a big depression and mrs.Dallas told me they where leaving the complex but not La"
"Did they tell you the area they where going to be in"
"Yes but I need to look for the paper"
"Ookay"
"But there mail still comes here and sometimes they come to pick it up"
"Okay um....i think I am going to call gaby"
"Okay honey"

I run up the stairs with tears down my face.
Me and gaby still talked...until one day my phone cut off and I never reached her again.
I tried to call her but......her phone was cut off, where is everyone.
I got my keys and drove to her house and knock and her door.
and someone comes out.
"Hell-..... JAZMINE"
"OH MY GOD GABY I MISSED YOU MUCH"
Gaby looked so adult like even tho she is just 20.
"I missed you to" and she began to cry on my shoulder.
"I can't believe you still live here"
"I know right... how you been"
"Great and it just got greater"
"Haha nice to hear"
"You look great"
"You too I can bearly notice you....damn you changed"
"Haha stop it...how is life"
"Okay....me and matt broke up a year later you left...because of "
And she stopped talking.... it I knew who she was talking about.
"Cameron" I said dispointed.
"YA but we are still best friends...i was going there right now want to go see them again"
"Yes please"

We went in my car and drove to matts.
We made it to Beverly Hills up in the hills and found his house.....it was huge.
First gaby gets out and knocks and I am hiding in the other side.
The door opens.

"Hey gaby"
"Hey matt I have a surprise for you"
"Really what"
Then I come out and look at Matthew.
"OH MYYYY GOD JAZMINE AHHHHH I MISSED YOU SO MUCH"
"Hahaha me too matt you look great"
"Haha you too.....you look so mature"
"Thank you"
And then gaby intrups
"Is anyone home"
"Yup and Jazmine your going to want to see who it is"
And I node and walk in the door....
And see...........

Jack and Jack

"Hey jack and jack" I said laughing
they both scram.
"JAZMINE OMG WE MISSED YOU SO MUCH GIRL"
"ME TOO....i heard you guys are the thing now in music....in New York.....all these girls where talking about you guys and I was like "I new them" and they thought I was lieing and I showed them a photo of our whole group and they scram and cried because you and you where in it matt, gaby, nash and Haynes and c-cameron when we where younger"
"Haha really"
"Yup"
We all hung out the whole day....
I missed you guys so much.

We talked all day and I left around 1:00 am. it was late for me.
"Well guys I need to go home"
"YA me too she is my ride haha"
Then matt interrupted
"Wait....um gaby can I ask you something"
"YA sure"
"Well um, it has been a year....since we broke up and I can't stand living or breathing with out you, would you got out with me gaby angos" he said pulling out a rose.
"Yes Matthew espinosa yes"
And they both kissed.
I missed them so much.

I went to jack j and hugged him and then I went to jack g and he kissed me on the cheek.
"I missed you so much gorgeous" he said smiling.
"Me too Jack" I said blushing.

I have butterflies.... WHAT IS THIS FEELING ?!?!?.

And I drove back with gaby and went home.

"Hello?"
"Upstairs, Jazmine" my brother called.
" okay Coming"
I run upstairs and go in my room and see my stuff still in the box.
"Hey...um why is my stuff still in the boxes"
My mom gets up with a smile.....and I just think fuck not again
"We got you condo!!!! Your old enough now to live on your own"
"What the hell mom!!!! I just came back hahaha"
"Well surprise!!!! You move in today"
"Okay it is 2:00 am can I sleep first"
"Yes you have....4 hours to sleep GO!!!"
"4 HOURS WHAT THE HECK"
"Go to sleep"
"Okay goodnight"

Moving day

I woke up at 6 am and had nothing to wear so I put on my cameron shirt I made for us....and went downstairs and brushed my teeth and left to my new condo.

It was around Beverly Hills....and tadaaa I found it.
It was huge and black with gray railing balconies. I walk in the lobby and show the front desk my papers of my moving and the gave me my key. I go in the elevator. My room was on the 4 floor. Once the elevator stops I hear a couple laughing and then stop and I feel someone's eyes on me, I look up to see........Cameron and this girl.
"Shit" I whisper and I cover my body for he won't see me shirt.
I looked at him.... He look more sexier, his long hair was gone and he looked more fit but still the same.
We are both looking at each other and I see pain in his eyes....i have to stop this.
"Excuse me" I say pushing out of the way.

WHAT JUST HAPPENED...I ALWAYS FIND CAMERON IN THE ELEVATOR BUT THIS TIME WITH A GIRL!!!!

Well I told him to move on, and I am very happy....just sad.

What is happening.

Faded away (camerondallas)Where stories live. Discover now