It was March 1 2015.... the day of remembrance for Abby.....today was her Funeral, the whole group flew to New York and made it to the hotel....I was traumatized.
I was holding my pillow a fan gave me and was crying with my eyes open.... I was sitting criss-cross-applesauce on the bed just looking at the wall....
I thought: It's crazy how some one can just leave like that..... I just met her, she was the greatest person in the fan world.... I wonder if it hurt, was she was happy to leave???.... I pray that she is happy and in heaven with God... I love you Abby.
Then I felt a soft hand touch mine.... it was Aaron.
"You okay Jojo" he said worried.
Aaron was the only one who called me Jojo.
"Y-YA just thinking aaboutt-(and I just broke down) How Can She Leave Like that!!!"
Aaron came up to me and bend down.... and said.
"Jazmine... she was sick, she had cancer....it was her time..... but it is okay know....she is heaven with no more pain....no more kemio....no more pills... NO more anything!!!"
I got up and hugged Aaron...
"Thanks Aaron for being a brother to me"
"No problem Jojo.... I love chu girl"
"Haha me too"
And we both let go of the hug.
"So are you ready?"
"YA let's go"
We both walked out the door and saw everyone wear black... I wore a knee length puffy black dress and I only put on water proof mascara... cameron looked really handsome... he was wearing a all black tux and his hair with gel on the tips of his hair to keep it up and he had puffy red eyes.
I walked up to him... kissed him and hold his hand and said "she kicked cancers butt"
"Yes she did" he said with a little smirk on his face.
"I love you creep"
"I do to Beautiful"
"I can't believe we found each other after 3 years apart.... thank god I found you"
"I thank god I found you too" he said stoping me and cupped my face and kissed me.
"Don't let me go cameron"
"I will never"
And we walked outside and I see dark clouds and then I feel rain drop on my face and I began to cry and smile.... thank you Jesus for my life and cameron.
We got to the car and drove to the Funeral and the song Broken together by: Casting crowns came up and I wanted to cry more.
Then during service the pastor said "May Jazmine Aquino come up and say some words for Abby.... abby told me in the hospital that she new she didn't have much time so she wanted Jazmine to say some words at her funeral... so if Jazmine Aquino is here may she come up"
I got up with tears in my face and walked up to the pulpit and went to the microphone and began with:
"Hello, my name is Jazmine Aquino..... I am a famous Youtuber and I met A-Abby ( and I stopped and began to cry) I met her in my first meet and Greet and she was holding a poster with my face and a emoji crown and I remember I asked her to hang out with me that day and it was the best choice I have Ever Made... she taught me... be prod of yourself....dont be embarrassed of your sickness and what is wrong with you.... ( I began to breath hard for air) she was so so so beautiful.... And I would go back in time to see her beautiful face again and her smile and I remember ( and I stopped and said) sorry Abby.... I remember when her mom left us to take her out to hang and she said "cancer keep your shit together" I began to laugh to the fact she didn't care of her sickness she still kept a big smile on her face.... and all I have to say is she is in heaven ( and I stopped and looked at Aaron) she is in heaven with no more pain and pills and any therapy... she is with God celebrating a new Angels coming.... ( I looked up and said)
I love you Abby... and never forget you had people that loves you too... and Abby kicked cancer in the butt"
And that is when I finished and walked up to her crying mom and hugged her and went back to my seat with the crying group and we all hugged.
Abby asked for everyone in the group to speak but she wanted me to start and I feel so touched.... Abby was my number 1 fan and I thank her for that.... I love you abby.
