Me and cameron stayed on the beach, I was laying on his chest and looking over at the the beach and he was looking at me, I felt it.
"Stop staring at me, Mr.Dallas" I said blushing and still paying attention to the beach.
"How do you always know I am staring at you?"
"I can feel it" I said smiling.
"I rather look at you then the beach" he said moving do I could face him.
"Well then... stop being cheesy with me"
I said getting comfortable because I knew this was going to be a long chat.
"Jazmine, I know I said, I was okay with you choice, but...... I can't lose you..... I need you, your like my drug"
"Well cam,... I don't think we are ready..."
"Don't say "we are not ready" its you who's not ready"
He said really angry.
"Cameron, please.... don't get butt hurt"
"What do you mean "ButtHurt" I love you and I want to spend all my time loving you and our kids and everything..." He said getting up and taking a deep clam breath.
"Cam, I love you sooo much I can't even explain But, we are 20, let us be 20 and maybe in a year or someday we will make our family and get married"
I said hugging him and calming him down.
I began to kiss him but he had his eyes open and didn't kiss me back.
I stopped and looked at him and I walked back to the jacks.
I Walked back by myself, Cam stayed at the beach, One bye One, I began to cry, I knew each step I took was stabbing cams and my heart and relationship, I made it back and saw the boys singing and playing guitar and jamming, once I came in they stopped and hugged me.
My eyes where puffy and red and my nose was stuffed too
"I am so sorry Jazzy"
Jack g. said hugging me.
"Stay strong okay, gurl"
Jack j. told me.
"I love you guys so much"
I said beginning to cry after saying "so much".
After hugging Jack j. , jack g. kept holding on.
"Remember jazzy, I still and always will love you"
we stopped sawing, and I looked up to jacks and gave him a kiss on the cheek and I also gave one to Jack j. and I after asked if I could use a car to go home.
"No no noooo, I will take you home"
Jack g. announced.
"Fine... lets go I am tired"
I said thanking the other Jack Then Going to the car.
We finally made it home.
I hugged Jack and asked him.
"Can you tell cam, to call me and that I went home"
"Okay love, bye"
"BYE"
I went in my empty house and called gaby.
"Gaby"
"Yes, Bæ"
"Can you sleep over to night"
"Ya, let me get ready, come pick me up?"
"YA okay see ya"
I got to matts picked up gaby and went to the little mall with 8 stores and a big FOOD court.
We first went to, In n Out and food then went to Starbucks and guess who we found Cheating!!!!!!
MADDISON!!!!
I quickly took a photo of her kissing this guy and another one of her side hugging him so I could see her face clearly.
Me and gaby began to laugh because we knew shit was about to go down.
We wanted to scare her so me and gaby walked her way and acted like we didn't see her.
We walked her way we looked up and acted surprised and she quickly moved away from him and blushed red.
"Hey jazz"
"Hey maddi"
I said acting surprised.
"Hello"
Gaby said not trying to laugh.
"Who is this, oh sorry hey I am-"
"Jazmine aquino!!! I know big fan, I watch your videos" he said shaking my hand.
"I am Ga-"
"Gaby Angos"
"Big fan?"
"Big fan!!"
"Well we better get going, bye Maddison"
"Bye Maddison"
And we both walked away with gold.
Me and gaby drove back home and talked video ideas and food, What we do BEST <3.
We made it home and ate our In N Out and talked after.
"That Maddison cheating thing is so funny"
She said laughing her butt off.
We didn't hate Maddison, we just didn't like her.
We knew something was up with her.
And we found her out!!!!!
Poor Jack this is going to break his great heart.
"Gaby? What's going to happen to jack!?!"
I said really worried.
"Why are you so worried, Do you like him still!?!?!?"
"GABY!!!! I love cameron"
"I know, JK ILY"
"YA watch your mouth"
"Ayee.... chill out"
"Sorry I am really stressed out with cameron"
"Why!?! You can tell me if you want... but, TELL ME!!!"
"Okay well I feel asleep at the jacks and I had a dream that I woke up in my dream and I was in the hospital bed and It was when I moved in the first day in Cali. and you didn't know me no one did not even Cameron" I began to cry.
"Oh Jazmine"
"And I actually woke up and Jack and Jack woke me up and told me cameron went out to the beach because he was scared and was cryingand I went and he told me he loved me and always will but then said he wants to merry me but then I said we weren't ready but then he said no "your not ready" and he got mad, so I left and now we are here"
I said crying in her arms.
"Jazmine I am so sorry"
"Gaby I mess everything up"
I said breaking down.
"No you don't, trust me you dont"
She said.
"Gaby, I can't do this over and over anymore"
I said looking at her.
"Jazmine what are you saying!?!"
She asked thinking... I meant killing myself.
"Don't worry I won't hurt myself"
"Then what"
"I am going back to New York"
"JAZMINE, please don't!!!"
"I can't anymore, I cant"
