My doubts on love

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Tell me I a a regrettable decision
Speak up, tear my heart with that skilful precision
That skill used to tear down the walls
That I had build the protect that very heart you stole
You didn't mark me darling, oh no you did something much worse
Who is to tell you the effects you had on me were so much more adverse
You told me thing I have never heard
You made me feel I never felt
You made the queen but your stance never differed
Because since the start you have always knelt

Saying, I made you make me weak in your knees
Oh that is not even the hundredth of what you do to me
So as our fingers intertwine
As your breath mingles into mine
And as as our lips meet once again.
Darling I can't decide if this is driving me crazy
Or it it the only thing that is keeping me sane
Cause it feels like it is meant to be
But at the same time it feels unjustified
As if all through feeling I have just lied

So answer me darling
As you touch my soul, my mind, my heart, my life
Tell me what do you see
In my eyes when I barely breath out your name
Tell me does your heart ache every time
I walk away or say goodbye
Tell me does your heart flutter in it's confines
When I mumble the three word at night
Can you define the expression you see?
If yes darling then you must rue being in love with me

If you don't then are you even as devoted as you seem to be
So as you go deeper and rein the love named ocean
Are you even sure of the realness of your emotion
Cause darling if you happen to regret your idea of myself
Then let me warn you there is no coming back from where you dwell
So as you scramble and form for a reply
I will wait as we reach our high
We don't cause much harm to each other
It doesn't actuality matter when we love together
We are in love and it couldn't be more true

Everyone can't love the way we do cause
When I meet your gaze
I don't see the evil desire
But that lovely morning haze
Even something so soft can light my heart on fire
Burning with passion adoration and longing cause you are that person with who I feel home and that belonging
So as you regret falling so deep
Hear m rout let me speak
I too have walked so far into the idea of you
I am ready to fall deeper into your deep blue

So let's reminisce as one
Cause what was in our control is already been done
Kiss my doubts away
Bring me back from where my thoughts stray
Reassure me of you love for me
Let my voice run free
Hold my face in place as you press a kiss against my forehead
As you pull the blanket over our bed
As you pull me into your chest
And whisper the secrets we kept

And then you wonder why my faced is flushed pink
When your words are all I can think
Your soft promises and assurance that keeps me put together
I hope I can make you feel the same way if not better
Do you ever doubt my adoration for you
Because I can't love anyone as I love you
You smile as if you can read my mind
As if I am all that is in your sight
I want the time to stop, for it to freeze
This moment mine to keep

Even if this may not last for eternity
I will have the years you are with me
I can't question the fact you love me
I can truly believe this can truly be.

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