Hold me closer, as if you are cared to lose me no, when it is done, set in stone.
As is this day our actions and our words stand alone
As if the words you screamed in impulse, and the insults I threw
Won't effect the future of this relationship between me and you
We act like the shards of the vase won't leave scars
Like venom in our words doesn't poison our hearts
As if the daggers in our eyes don't cut to the core
Petals like blood of our murdered red love on the floor
We don't need demons, we have thorns in our words
We don't need painkillers, when we are way to numb , to know what hurts
People say, "Oh, how beautiful it must be to have him love you."
I won't to see what they say when the bruises turn blue
Where is the love they talk about?
Ha, we have put it in a body bag and hauled it out
We should have seen this coming our way
When we waltzed at the edge of a knife since the first day
Rope burns on both our wrists covered by sleeves
Just hoping on the day one of us to brave and leave
You gaze control each word I say in you company
My voice grips your throat making it hard to breathe
We tried to make home of this god forsaken place
I stare at you as the exit signs blare lights up your face
The passion of the colour red, walked out with a shortened breath
The sorrow in the ocean blue, lurks around like the eyes of death
Flowers wilted like a nightmarish poem
Windows tainted in this broken home
The water on the floor
Resembling the tears on my pillow
The photo that lays in shreds on the table
Our relationship is a disgrace on the label
We handed each other the guns we shoot with
We told each other our Achilles heel to hit
Your knuckles cover in my blood, my shirt in your tears
We found entertainment in the other's deepest fears
The gold ring around finger covered in blood
Is the sign of the absence of love
I hate it, I hate you, I hate ..... me
I want to break this, I want to break free
If you want to leave, the exit sign is screaming, you are free to leave
You and leave throwing things and slamming doors
You say,"Forget us, we never happened there is nothing here."
The scars and wounds are still so clear
This etched in the depths of my mind ready , ready,
Ready to creep out and poison my trust in others around me
Throw out our souvenirs and our stories down the drain
Let time be the bandage to my old pain
Close this book and put it aside
But from our history, there is no place we can hide.
