Dᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ - I.M ᴄʜᴀɴɢ ᴋʏᴜɴ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴀ x

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"Kyun"

It was him, the cause of all my problems right in front of me getting off his bike and walking towards me. "Why are you crying?" He asked worriedly, I sniffled as I wiped my tears "why do you care" I spoke as I looked away from him.

His hands snaked their way around my shoulders pulling me into a hug, he sighed resting his chin on top of my head. "Your so stupid you know that" his words hurt my heart more, that's what Joo Heon said to me...maybe I am stupid.

"Stupid y/n" I spoke about myself as if in third person, he pulled back from the hug looking me in the eyes. "What?" He sounded confused and all I did was shake my head and repeate myself.

"Stupid! stupid y/n...that's all I am right? That's what you think, what Joohoney thinks...its what everyone thinks! Poor little defenceless y/n, too stupid to see how amazing her life is! too stupid to see the bad...always see's the good in everyone pushing them until they finally snap. They're right...your right" my tears streamed harshly down my face but this time I didn't make an attempt to wipe them away as I let out all my emotions.

Kyun stared at me  brows furrowed together in confusion, "your anything but stupid y/n...your just too good for everyone else" his words were quiet but I still heard them.
"Kyun you never make any sense...one minute your all tough and scary and the next your being sweet and caring like how the old kyun I knew used to be!" He bit his lip in frustration as he looked away from me, contemplating what to say.

"Your so infuriating" I shoved him back but he just tightened his embrace around me before crashing his warm lips to my own.

My tears stopped and before I could even process what happened I found myself melting into his touch, kissing him back. Our lips moving together as he swiped his tongue across my lips asking to explore what's behind them to which I complied. Parting my lips slightly and meeting his tongue with my own, we stood there in the parking lot with our hands tangled in each other's hair.

"Y/n I..I'm sorry" he stopped our heated kiss before caressing my face, slowly breaking our embrace before turning back to his bike.
Before reaching his bike, he turned around once more "you should really watch where your walking, you could have gotten hit by someone's vehicle..please ah be careful next time" he smiled softly before sticking his helmet on and driving off out of the carpark.

Leaving me standing there alone with my thoughts, the tears that had stopped suddenly started back up again.
The strings attatched to my heart were being played by him...by chang kyun, and I couldn't stop him.

I have no control over the way my heart aches for him, but I also had no control over him staying.

So instead I stood there, frozen as I silently cried.

"Y/N!" Min hyuck could be heard cling out to me but still I didn't move, no matter how loud he yelled my name. It wasn't until his arms wrapped around my shoulders that I broke out of my trance.

I blinked back the rest of my tears as my vision focused back onto the man in front of me, realising that it was Min Hyuck I allowed myself to hug him back as he comforted my silent sobs.
"Its okay, please don't be sad...he didn't mean those words you know, he's a mess right now thinking you hate him-" he spoke.

"He..he just didn't need to be so mean, I know I fucked up but how was I supposed to control myself that night! Everyone had drank including myself so its unfair on me that he is mad" I ranted to Min Hyuck as he petted the top of my head with his hand.

"I agree, it is unfair...but please understand that he is only trying to protect you. I'm not saying I'm on his side about things, I'm friends with both of those idiots so I don't get to choose sides but I do beleive that your brother doesn't mean to hurt you" his words soothed my racing thoughts and I found myself calming down.

"Would you like my to take you home? I brought my bike this morning so I can drive you home if you need me to" he asked looking down at my small figure.
I shook my head in protest "no thanks, me and Joohoney have some things to talk about so I think I'll ask for a ride from him" I explained to him, he then showed me to where my brother was hiding out.

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When we found my brother I turned to Min Hyuck and thanked him for showing me to Joo Heon. "I'll get going so you to can sort your shit out" he laughed ruffling my hair as he walked off.

Turning back to my mess of a brother I looked up at him as he stood infront of me. "Look...y/n I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to say those things to you. I'm just scared that I'll lose you but I know that's no excuse" his words were sincere as he apologised, I smiled up at him.

"Its okay Joohoney, I'm sorry aswell I should have told you sooner that something had happened between Kyun and I...but please understand I didn't sleep with him purposely, both him and I were drunk that night" I spoke with confidence as I voiced my opinions and how I thought his dissapointment in me was unfair.

"But also, I don't really want to be telling my brother 'hey I slept with this guy you hate' its just kind of awkward...ya know?" I laughed and he nodded in agreement.

"Yeah no I'm glad you never told me because that's weird as hell, I just wish it wasn't him...but its your life so if you were with him I guess I would have to get used to it...but I would still hate the dumbass" we both laughed it off as we made up.

"Now that we are good, can you drive me home? I'm not feeling up to attending my other classes today, its been to stressful and I don't think I'll be able to focus too well"

Joo Heon agreed to drive me home and even offered to bring my homework but I knew he was only be a smart ass with the homework since he knew I hated doing homework.

"Bye Joohoney I'll see you after school" we waved to each other goodbye as he left to head back to school.

Alone...again left with my thoughts.

The only thoughts left in my mind today being kyuns soft lips against mine, why did he have to kiss me again?